I love You Lord=)

Hello!!! im finally back to blog again. As usual, it has been a really really long time since i've last blogged. And i think the last few times which i blogged, no one could understand the maoing language. So this time, i've decided to blog in ENGLISH!

Actually today my main purpose of blogging is because... all of a sudden, i miss all my jc friends!!! Do you know what? my JC life has offically come to an end. So last night, after studying for a while, i've got quite tired of studying, and i started looking at the photos which i took for the past 2 years. I was really surprised at the number of pictures i took through out the 2 years in JC. I think the number of pictures i took for these 2 years is definitely much more than those i took since young. mao... oh well.. i guess, as i grow older, i begin to love the camera! okays, and this post is specially for my friends who have walked through these 2 years( challenging yet enjoyable)of my JC life.

okays, let me start of from the first day when i stepped into school: ORIENTATION 1 2007

( i want to upload a photo and this stupid blog refuse to allow me to upload my beautiful picture.RAH!!!)okays, i'll continue blogging once i find my icon to upload the picture. mao... this stupid blog is so irritating. RAHHHH

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Mao… I felt so good after listening to an audio from my computer. I’m not too sure where this audio came from, but I was curious so I clicked on it to listen. I couldn’t help but to smile while listening to the audio. So I was really excited an d I want to share this with the people who happen to drop by this blog =) This is the link to it. ENJOY!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=hIspSTEHM2U&feature=PlayList&p=A3F05B0AFECC5335&index=6

Although the video wasnt what i had in mind, but it's alright. Because my own journey with Him is a unique one. So i shouldnt project my expection on the video.mao... hmmm, well, i created my own video in my mind=) so it's really beautiful.maomaomaomao=D

i like these few parts;

" my child, you may not know me, but i know everything abt you.
i know when you sit down and when you rise up, im familar with all your ways.
even the very hairs on your head are numbered...."

i know you even before you were conceived, i chose you as i plant creation, you were not a mistake.For all your days are written in my book. I determine the exact time of your birth and where you would live. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. I knit you together in your mother's womb..."

" I've been misrepresentated by those who dont know me, but im not disturbed or angry, im the complete expression of love. And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. Simply because you're my child and im your father. "

" I offer you more than what your earthly father ever got, for im the perfect father. Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand, for i am your provider and i meet all your needs.......i willl never stop doing good to you, for you are my treasured possesion."

" and i want to show you great and marvelous things. if you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Delight in me and i will give you the desires of your heart. For it is I who gave you all those desires. I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine."

" For i am your greatest encourager, I am also the father who comforst you in all your troubles. when you were broken hearted, i am close to you. As a shepherd who carries his lamb, i've carried you close to my heart. One day, i will wipe away every tear from your eyes. And i will take away all the pain you've suffered on this earth.And i love you even as i love my son, Jesus."

"for in jesus, my love for you is revealed... nothing can ever separate you from my love again. come home and i will throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. I've been father, and will always be father."

" my question is, will you be my child? i am waiting for you. Love, your dad."

errm... okays, i think it is almost everything in the video. Just that there's no music and narrator here. mao... awww... i really love this audio very very much! maomaomao... can you imagine your heavenly father writting letter to you=D mao...

okays, that's all. ( surprisingly, when i've decided to type this post, my internet can work. But when i want to do other stuff online, there seem to be always something wrong with my internet.haha! so i knew that i must blog abt it=) hee. ) mao!!!

nights!loves!

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

hellos!!! im back!!!

im so excited today, because there's some special promotion at subway, and i ate A LOT! today pris and i have decided to go for subway because of the promotion, all the sandwich was sold at half price from 3-5pm. so both of us made our way down to united square to eat subway=) yes! and we ate A LOT! hee, pris bought a meatball something.. and i bought a cheese steak. plus a meal=D hee, initially we took up us stuff and left for starbucks, but... pris and i still have craving for more! so we went back, to buy a cold cut trio=) hee. mao... we felt so satisified after eating so much. hee. mao mao mao=) after all the good stuff, we went to starbucks to study=)

mao... i guess the starbucks at united square seems to be a nice place to study. haha! Pris and i have concluded that the starbucks at united sq. have A LOT OF PRETTY GIRLS! rah!! i saw quite number of them studying there during the holiday. mao... and they seem to be from those top schools. mao.. yes, and i'll be going there to study again=) then i'll be like studying there 3 days straight! mao=) haha.

i cant wait for fri to come!!! im dying to finish up my last paper the after that... im going to play!!!=) ( erm, i'll start studying after wed, 9 july) mao=) heee...maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao=DDDD

Thursday, June 26, 2008

mao... i guess i shouldnt proclaim the wrong things in my life=) MAO! well, i guess the other time i was quite stress, so my mind was filled with negative thoughts. BUT... no worries, because im back to normal already=)

oh yes, im in the mist of my mid year exam now=) yes! my exams will be ending next week, i still have 5 more papers to go=) mao... i cant wait for the exams to end, because im going to ECP with my friend, followed by steamboat in the evening with my class, straight after my last paper on fri=) mao mao mao mao mao mao mao=) oh dear... im so excited.=) hee.

MAO! i guess my attitude towards this exam is very different, i went into the exam hall with a light-heart, and i even hum a song to myself while doing the paper! goodness! mao... haha=) Well, it's okay. mao... i shouldnt be so worried of my emotions right? who says that you need to feel stress during the exam period?hee.mao!

mao=)haha, i just felt quite prompted to type this verse:

Surely He has borne our griefs ( sicknesses, weaknesses and distresses) and carried our sorrows and pains ( of punishmennt),...
But He was wounded for our transgressions,
He was bruised for our guilt and iniquities;
the chastisement ( needful to obtain) peace and well-bring for us was upon Him,
and with the strips ( that wounded) Him, we are healed and made whole.

Isa 53:4-5

mao... last year i was healed by His strips!yay! initially i wanted to upload the whole image to this blog, but i cant seem to load it up...mao... but it's alright=) mao!!! okays, im going to bring my bear bear out for a run alr=)

Friday, June 06, 2008

MAO!!! im back to blog again, but this time round, i dont feel like typing in human language=) i want to blog in my mao mao language!=D because no one understands my mao mao language when i type them out!=) MAO=)

Now, here i go...

mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maovmao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao

okays, enough of maoing=) i've decided to type in human language again=)

oh yes! im having my june holiday now. But when school reopens, it'll be mid year exam already!oh well, im just 5 months away from my A levels and im starting to feel the tension and stress building up. mao... i guess, i'll just have to study, study, study and study! one of my teachers said that " studying hard doesnt make studying any harder" i think most NYJCians will think it sounds familar, because it's from the NY organizer. =) mao... so i shall be a good girl and follow what the teacher say. MAO!

I've decided to change my study habit for this mid year, hoping to see something good turing out from it=) i used to study better alone, at home, when i was in sec4. But after entering JC, i've been staying back in school until late night to study.( im not too sure if i've really studied hard enough, or even concentrate well when i stay until around 9 plus at night) But i'll i know is that every weekday, i'll leave the house when the sky is dark and i'll return home when the sky is dark as well! so my house is just like a hotel=) However, for this mid year, i've decided to stay at home to study. i shall revert to my sec sch study life=) stay at home and mug silently=) i do hope that it'll turn out fine=)

MAO!!! im not too sure about other jc2 students, but im quite sure that the only thing in my mind now is only study and A levels. im not sure if im being quite paranoid or something, but that's exactly all that i can think about! well, others might say that im just being too kaisu, but i guess i cant help but to think abt it all day long. mao... at times i even dream about the stuff that i've studied. mao... mao.. i guess i just need to air myself. Though i feel quite silly airing myself in front of this non-living thing(computer), but i think ... i also dont know. mao...

it's okay, everything is fine=) this demure lady here just needs to air herself so that she feels better.=) mao!!!

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Hellos, im back again!!! all of a sudden i have an urge to blog and to post some pictures taken.mao! enjoy=) and liling is a demure girl!!! muhahaha, no unglam shots of her=) hee

at the grandstand during the cca bazaar. ya ying and i=)

mao!!! i almost forgot to blog about rediscover punggol and kaleidoscope. this picture was taken at the river! yupps,and i simply love my club! cause we do those 'very outdoor stuff' it was really fun! imagine playing with a decomposed fish which looks like a puffer fish, looking at extremely big spiders, crossing the muddy river over and over again,having fishes(big/small) swim pass/between your legs, enjoying precious JC moments with a bunch of fun loving people. Actually the most important part of my life in JC is ODAC. i found my besties there! people who love outdoor, play with mud tgt with me, eat and eat non-stop tgt, and train together as well. mao!!!oh yes, that's peak siah and i in the river as we're at station IC for that game-broken bridge.=)

And of course, ODAC plays our part to help hunt down the wanted man, MAS SELAMAT. As we're entering a forest, a super ulu part of singapore, who knows mas selamat might be hiding there? haha! so our president, papa P is doing the police a great favour=) haha mao!

And this is my marine group-MARLIN!!! the marlin is a loveable group of people. And now you see what i mean, we play with MUD! And get ourselves dirty, super duper dirty. haha!we also have a marlin pa, which is samuel. he takes care of all of us, as we're his beloveds!*hee

mao mao and i just alighted from the bus to prepare for the games=)( erm, okay, we're always posing for the cameras=) haha!

okay, this is my mao mao and i=) we simply love our destress slope( though there's lots of ants at the slope, but it feels very nice to be sitting on it!And everything that is found there is called destress____. eg you find a bottle on the destress slope, it'll be called the destress bottle.it sounds quite silly but i feel quite happy naming silly things=)

audrey,mao mao, pris and i+ plus my mao mao wallet.haha

And this is my dhobbin.And im his owner! he only acknowledge me at times, bu it's alright=) i was attempting to feed him, just like how i always feed my mao mao. i derive joy from feeding my mao mao=) well, i cant find a picture of me feeding my mao mao, but it is a common sight during our break.oh ya! not to forget, this picture was taken at yuki yaki( or yaki yuki, i forgot) during 0705's class outing after our last block test paper!

and it's me, ya ying( ah ma) and our pap phael at the CCA bazzaar=) mao!

the third row: me, mao mao, pris.

the second row: peak siah( se gui) and wei ling

the front!: ah ma=)

the girls on the thrid row were trying to show off our shoe soles=) haha! mao mao mao!

yay, block tests are over!! one done, now left mid-years, prelims, and a'levels to go! wonderful! lol.anyway, on friday, when bio paper one was finally over....0705 went to yuki yaki!!!!!!!yay, and there, we ate from 12 noon to 3 plus!!! i couldn't really remember exactly what i ate, but i knew there was alot of beef, fish, chicken, pork, cheese sausage, veggies, tom yam soup, tofu, etc etc!!! omg, damn nice. and we got to 'cook' our ice creams too!! green tea flavour, yam, coffee, chocolate, passionfruit, orange sherbet, strawberry, grape etc etc. very nice, and they came with chocolate rice, peanut bits and wafer sticks!!after that, mao mao and i went to bishan, where we met up with xiao mo li and james! and mao mao tried the famous apple crumble at rj! haha, bet it was damn nice as usual=)after that, we went to junction 8, and there, se gui joined mao mao and i to go to island creamery!! omg, we never regretted going to the place, although it was near bukit timah. we ordered 3 scoops of ice cream, one horlicks flavoured, one burnt caramel, and one reverso. and omg, they tasted like heaven!!! it was like my second time to heaven ( the first was during yuki yaki)and you thought we would have gone home after that? haha, you're so wrong.before we walked to island creamery, we passed by this restaurant called mad jack's cafe. the food there looked and smelled so tempting, we went straight to the place after our fantastic ice cream experience!! LOLand there, we ordered the set dinner which consisted of a bowl of mushroom cream soup, then the main dish, which is grilled fish with cream sauce, and dessert consisted of a slice of chocolate cake (with blueberry jam in between the layers) and a scoop of vanilla ice-cream, and also ice lemon tea! oh, and for the side dish, we had this plate of mixed normal and spicy fries topped with mayonaise and cheese!!!!

*this is from my mao mao=) haha!!! and YES, we ate that much=) haha

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

hello, im back to blog again=)it has been quite some time since i've last blogged.

Ever since this year started, i've been busy with lots of thing! mao!

The first week of jan i was an OGL at Orientation1. i love my og32!!! BUT... my og is the most unique of all this is because it is a unisex og.all the guys in my og are girls!*yay* They're very adorable=)the above picture is my beloved OG32!=)