the cat lover :)

2008-10-16T14:00:00.001+08:00

Hello!!! im finally back to blog again. As usual, it has been a really really long time since i've last blogged. And i think the last few times which i blogged, no one could understand the maoing language. So this time, i've decided to blog in ENGLISH!

Actually today my main purpose of blogging is because... all of a sudden, i miss all my jc friends!!! Do you know what? my JC life has offically come to an end. So last night, after studying for a while, i've got quite tired of studying, and i started looking at the photos which i took for the past 2 years. I was really surprised at the number of pictures i took through out the 2 years in JC. I think the number of pictures i took for these 2 years is definitely much more than those i took since young. mao... oh well.. i guess, as i grow older, i begin to love the camera! okays, and this post is specially for my friends who have walked through these 2 years( challenging yet enjoyable)of my JC life.

okays, let me start of from the first day when i stepped into school: ORIENTATION 1 2007

( i want to upload a photo and this stupid blog refuse to allow me to upload my beautiful picture.RAH!!!)okays, i'll continue blogging once i find my icon to upload the picture. mao... this stupid blog is so irritating. RAHHHH

2008-07-20T23:09:00.001+08:00

Mao… I felt so good after listening to an audio from my computer. I’m not too sure where this audio came from, but I was curious so I clicked on it to listen. I couldn’t help but to smile while listening to the audio. So I was really excited an d I want to share this with the people who happen to drop by this blog =) This is the link to it. ENJOY!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=hIspSTEHM2U&feature=PlayList&p=A3F05B0AFECC5335&index=6

Although the video wasnt what i had in mind, but it's alright. Because my own journey with Him is a unique one. So i shouldnt project my expection on the video.mao... hmmm, well, i created my own video in my mind=) so it's really beautiful.maomaomaomao=D

i like these few parts;

" my child, you may not know me, but i know everything abt you.
i know when you sit down and when you rise up, im familar with all your ways.
even the very hairs on your head are numbered...."

i know you even before you were conceived, i chose you as i plant creation, you were not a mistake.For all your days are written in my book. I determine the exact time of your birth and where you would live. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. I knit you together in your mother's womb..."

" I've been misrepresentated by those who dont know me, but im not disturbed or angry, im the complete expression of love. And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. Simply because you're my child and im your father. "

" I offer you more than what your earthly father ever got, for im the perfect father. Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand, for i am your provider and i meet all your needs.......i willl never stop doing good to you, for you are my treasured possesion."

" and i want to show you great and marvelous things. if you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Delight in me and i will give you the desires of your heart. For it is I who gave you all those desires. I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine."

" For i am your greatest encourager, I am also the father who comforst you in all your troubles. when you were broken hearted, i am close to you. As a shepherd who carries his lamb, i've carried you close to my heart. One day, i will wipe away every tear from your eyes. And i will take away all the pain you've suffered on this earth.And i love you even as i love my son, Jesus."

"for in jesus, my love for you is revealed... nothing can ever separate you from my love again. come home and i will throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. I've been father, and will always be father."

" my question is, will you be my child? i am waiting for you. Love, your dad."

errm... okays, i think it is almost everything in the video. Just that there's no music and narrator here. mao... awww... i really love this audio very very much! maomaomao... can you imagine your heavenly father writting letter to you=D mao...

okays, that's all. ( surprisingly, when i've decided to type this post, my internet can work. But when i want to do other stuff online, there seem to be always something wrong with my internet.haha! so i knew that i must blog abt it=) hee. ) mao!!!

nights!loves!

2008-07-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

hellos!!! im back!!!

im so excited today, because there's some special promotion at subway, and i ate A LOT! today pris and i have decided to go for subway because of the promotion, all the sandwich was sold at half price from 3-5pm. so both of us made our way down to united square to eat subway=) yes! and we ate A LOT! hee, pris bought a meatball something.. and i bought a cheese steak. plus a meal=D hee, initially we took up us stuff and left for starbucks, but... pris and i still have craving for more! so we went back, to buy a cold cut trio=) hee. mao... we felt so satisified after eating so much. hee. mao mao mao=) after all the good stuff, we went to starbucks to study=)

mao... i guess the starbucks at united square seems to be a nice place to study. haha! Pris and i have concluded that the starbucks at united sq. have A LOT OF PRETTY GIRLS! rah!! i saw quite number of them studying there during the holiday. mao... and they seem to be from those top schools. mao.. yes, and i'll be going there to study again=) then i'll be like studying there 3 days straight! mao=) haha.

i cant wait for fri to come!!! im dying to finish up my last paper the after that... im going to play!!!=) ( erm, i'll start studying after wed, 9 july) mao=) heee...maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao=DDDD

2008-06-26T16:30:00.003+08:00

mao... i guess i shouldnt proclaim the wrong things in my life=) MAO! well, i guess the other time i was quite stress, so my mind was filled with negative thoughts. BUT... no worries, because im back to normal already=)

oh yes, im in the mist of my mid year exam now=) yes! my exams will be ending next week, i still have 5 more papers to go=) mao... i cant wait for the exams to end, because im going to ECP with my friend, followed by steamboat in the evening with my class, straight after my last paper on fri=) mao mao mao mao mao mao mao=) oh dear... im so excited.=) hee.

MAO! i guess my attitude towards this exam is very different, i went into the exam hall with a light-heart, and i even hum a song to myself while doing the paper! goodness! mao... haha=) Well, it's okay. mao... i shouldnt be so worried of my emotions right? who says that you need to feel stress during the exam period?hee.mao!

mao=)haha, i just felt quite prompted to type this verse:

Surely He has borne our griefs ( sicknesses, weaknesses and distresses) and carried our sorrows and pains ( of punishmennt),...
But He was wounded for our transgressions,
He was bruised for our guilt and iniquities;
the chastisement ( needful to obtain) peace and well-bring for us was upon Him,
and with the strips ( that wounded) Him, we are healed and made whole.

Isa 53:4-5

mao... last year i was healed by His strips!yay! initially i wanted to upload the whole image to this blog, but i cant seem to load it up...mao... but it's alright=) mao!!! okays, im going to bring my bear bear out for a run alr=)

2008-06-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

MAO!!! im back to blog again, but this time round, i dont feel like typing in human language=) i want to blog in my mao mao language!=D because no one understands my mao mao language when i type them out!=) MAO=)

Now, here i go...

mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maovmao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao

okays, enough of maoing=) i've decided to type in human language again=)

oh yes! im having my june holiday now. But when school reopens, it'll be mid year exam already!oh well, im just 5 months away from my A levels and im starting to feel the tension and stress building up. mao... i guess, i'll just have to study, study, study and study! one of my teachers said that " studying hard doesnt make studying any harder" i think most NYJCians will think it sounds familar, because it's from the NY organizer. =) mao... so i shall be a good girl and follow what the teacher say. MAO!

I've decided to change my study habit for this mid year, hoping to see something good turing out from it=) i used to study better alone, at home, when i was in sec4. But after entering JC, i've been staying back in school until late night to study.( im not too sure if i've really studied hard enough, or even concentrate well when i stay until around 9 plus at night) But i'll i know is that every weekday, i'll leave the house when the sky is dark and i'll return home when the sky is dark as well! so my house is just like a hotel=) However, for this mid year, i've decided to stay at home to study. i shall revert to my sec sch study life=) stay at home and mug silently=) i do hope that it'll turn out fine=)

MAO!!! im not too sure about other jc2 students, but im quite sure that the only thing in my mind now is only study and A levels. im not sure if im being quite paranoid or something, but that's exactly all that i can think about! well, others might say that im just being too kaisu, but i guess i cant help but to think abt it all day long. mao... at times i even dream about the stuff that i've studied. mao... mao.. i guess i just need to air myself. Though i feel quite silly airing myself in front of this non-living thing(computer), but i think ... i also dont know. mao...

it's okay, everything is fine=) this demure lady here just needs to air herself so that she feels better.=) mao!!!

2008-04-05T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hellos, im back again!!! all of a sudden i have an urge to blog and to post some pictures taken.mao! enjoy=) and liling is a demure girl!!! muhahaha, no unglam shots of her=) hee

at the grandstand during the cca bazaar. ya ying and i=)
mao!!! i almost forgot to blog about rediscover punggol and kaleidoscope. this picture was taken at the river! yupps,and i simply love my club! cause we do those 'very outdoor stuff' it was really fun! imagine playing with a decomposed fish which looks like a puffer fish, looking at extremely big spiders, crossing the muddy river over and over again,having fishes(big/small) swim pass/between your legs, enjoying precious JC moments with a bunch of fun loving people. Actually the most important part of my life in JC is ODAC. i found my besties there! people who love outdoor, play with mud tgt with me, eat and eat non-stop tgt, and train together as well. mao!!!oh yes, that's peak siah and i in the river as we're at station IC for that game-broken bridge.=)
And of course, ODAC plays our part to help hunt down the wanted man, MAS SELAMAT. As we're entering a forest, a super ulu part of singapore, who knows mas selamat might be hiding there? haha! so our president, papa P is doing the police a great favour=) haha mao!
And this is my marine group-MARLIN!!! the marlin is a loveable group of people. And now you see what i mean, we play with MUD! And get ourselves dirty, super duper dirty. haha!we also have a marlin pa, which is samuel. he takes care of all of us, as we're his beloveds!*hee
mao mao and i just alighted from the bus to prepare for the games=)( erm, okay, we're always posing for the cameras=) haha!

okay, this is my mao mao and i=) we simply love our destress slope( though there's lots of ants at the slope, but it feels very nice to be sitting on it!And everything that is found there is called destress____. eg you find a bottle on the destress slope, it'll be called the destress bottle.it sounds quite silly but i feel quite happy naming silly things=)
audrey,mao mao, pris and i+ plus my mao mao wallet.haha
And this is my dhobbin.And im his owner! he only acknowledge me at times, bu it's alright=) i was attempting to feed him, just like how i always feed my mao mao. i derive joy from feeding my mao mao=) well, i cant find a picture of me feeding my mao mao, but it is a common sight during our break.oh ya! not to forget, this picture was taken at yuki yaki( or yaki yuki, i forgot) during 0705's class outing after our last block test paper!
and it's me, ya ying( ah ma) and our pap phael at the CCA bazzaar=) mao!
the third row: me, mao mao, pris.

the second row: peak siah( se gui) and wei ling

the front!: ah ma=)

the girls on the thrid row were trying to show off our shoe soles=) haha! mao mao mao!

2008-04-05T21:57:00.001+08:00

yay, block tests are over!! one done, now left mid-years, prelims, and a'levels to go! wonderful! lol.anyway, on friday, when bio paper one was finally over....0705 went to yuki yaki!!!!!!!yay, and there, we ate from 12 noon to 3 plus!!! i couldn't really remember exactly what i ate, but i knew there was alot of beef, fish, chicken, pork, cheese sausage, veggies, tom yam soup, tofu, etc etc!!! omg, damn nice. and we got to 'cook' our ice creams too!! green tea flavour, yam, coffee, chocolate, passionfruit, orange sherbet, strawberry, grape etc etc. very nice, and they came with chocolate rice, peanut bits and wafer sticks!!after that, mao mao and i went to bishan, where we met up with xiao mo li and james! and mao mao tried the famous apple crumble at rj! haha, bet it was damn nice as usual=)after that, we went to junction 8, and there, se gui joined mao mao and i to go to island creamery!! omg, we never regretted going to the place, although it was near bukit timah. we ordered 3 scoops of ice cream, one horlicks flavoured, one burnt caramel, and one reverso. and omg, they tasted like heaven!!! it was like my second time to heaven ( the first was during yuki yaki)and you thought we would have gone home after that? haha, you're so wrong.before we walked to island creamery, we passed by this restaurant called mad jack's cafe. the food there looked and smelled so tempting, we went straight to the place after our fantastic ice cream experience!! LOLand there, we ordered the set dinner which consisted of a bowl of mushroom cream soup, then the main dish, which is grilled fish with cream sauce, and dessert consisted of a slice of chocolate cake (with blueberry jam in between the layers) and a scoop of vanilla ice-cream, and also ice lemon tea! oh, and for the side dish, we had this plate of mixed normal and spicy fries topped with mayonaise and cheese!!!!

*this is from my mao mao=) haha!!! and YES, we ate that much=) haha

2008-02-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

hello, im back to blog again=)it has been quite some time since i've last blogged.

Ever since this year started, i've been busy with lots of thing! mao!

The first week of jan i was an OGL at Orientation1. i love my og32!!! BUT... my og is the most unique of all this is because it is a unisex og.all the guys in my og are girls!*yay* They're very adorable=)the above picture is my beloved OG32!=)

okay, gtg again! going for reunion dinner!

2007-12-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

After almost a month, im back to blog again! mao mao!
Christmas is finally over!!! 2008 is coming...( oh no, big headache ) it's because next year would be a super hectic one. i'll be taking my A's next year. BUT... after my A's i'll be free once again! oh man, i cant wait for the day when i take my last A level paper, then i think i'll go mad. cause i'll chiong home to SLEEP! okay, not that im super deprived of sleep now, but i can sleep for all i want=) * -___- i guess im thinking a little bit too much, 2007 has not even come to an end and im already thinking of what to do after A's*

oh yea, the trek that we(ODAC) went on 19 dec was really awesome! The trek was held at punggol, in the forest near the OBS jetty. That area is quite remote, so it's not very safe, but it is fun with a whole bunch of crazy people. However the mosquitoes there are really vicious! They're like mutants lar, they're not afraid of the 'OFF' mosquito repellant. *tsktsk, horrible mosquito* i thought i could escape from the mosquito bites after applying the army mosquito repellant, but sad to say, i still got quite a lot of bites. mao...

But it's alright, those bites were exchanged with lots of fun-filled activities. we did a few items in the river, or i should say across the river. When it's low tide, there'll be no water in the 'river', only mud! did you see it MUD!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhhh, my favourite! haha.And naughty mud was too hungry that it 'ate' many pairs of wet shoes( or even normal shoes) but we managed to dig out a few pairs of them. However, pris lost her beloved pair of wet shoes in which she wore them since pri sch.mao! i was in the river when the tide was rising, it's quite interesting to see the water level rising. The water level was at my ankle, the slowly ,my knee. Then i got out of the water. But after a while i went in again,by that time, the water level is at my chin.( my poor papa P didnt get to enter the water because mr ong didnt allow him to do so. hee) but it was quite scary, cause i was so afraid that a water snake might just swim pass my leg and bite me of something. ( okay, i know im being quite paranoid, but i really hate snakes) yucks!i feel so disturbed even typing out the word snake. eeee. but thank God that we did encounter any snake throughout the trek. Because some of the organizers had an encounter with a black snake during the last recee. mao! i felt so lucky that i wasnt there, otherwise i would have just fainted on the spot( i think) hee.

oh yea, orientation is coming soon, im going to see my juniors soon. And i cant wait to learn the new mass dance=) mao! i really hope that i'll have a great time with my fellow OG memebers! mao!

mao mao!!!

2007-11-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

mao! i simply love this year, 2007. mao mao=)
yesterday i spent my birthday outdoor! with some of my friends=) mao. i cant say much about what i did yesterday, but all i can say is that it's really fun. However i didnt have time to do the thing which i've been waiting for, which is to _____________________________. okays, i'll fill in the blank after the event is over. LOL.haha
of course not forgetting my family, i took dinner with my parents. mao.i think i'll celebrate my birthday with my bro this weekend. mao! i cant explain how blessed im feeling.

A lot of things happened for the past one year. I've found my joy at the River, my church. At the river i found a best friend- one who taught me lots of things, one who shares precious experiences with me.And many many more. i simply cant explain how thankful i am because i know i've found The place already=) mao. im loving the life im living now!

oh yea, i swam 34 laps on sat. Mao. i was only suppose to swim 30 laps, but because of some reason, i've decided to add another 4 laps.LOL. mao mao!

my susi mummy baked a cat shaped cake for me=) mao. it's quite nice, but hope that people will help me to share the load, so i've decided to SHARE! haha! yay! thank you so much susi=)

mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao . LOL i feel so silly. okays, never mind=)

okays, i think i should stop being so silly. haha! im already one year older already=) haha!

2007-11-22T07:14:00.001+08:00

mao... yesterday odac started our first vm training at toa payoh. After 9 months we're back to the 40 storey HDB blocks at tp. haha! whenever i see the flight of stairs the scene of the 4th odac and those ppl from first 3 months odac, climbing up the stairs, appeared in my mind. Almost all of us were panting heavily but there was still one( daniel khoo-uncle P) who was yacking away, non-stop. haha! it was through those flight of stairs that bonded us together=) jun hong and i didnt train so we sat at the 20th storey to look after our fellow odacians' bag. seeing them climb pass us, i had the urge to join them too! mao...

oh ya! tomorrow's the big day! we'll have a 3-in-1 farewell party. LOL. it's our 4th odac, mr ong and novell's farewell. seniors will be leaving us, we'll not be able to see them anywhere in sch next year. mao! it's so fun teasing our seniors, giving them demure names, such as: moo moo, jia jia, raprap, mama leng, papa fel, big chest(LOL! haha),my dear roy/boy ah, astro noob, MY A.PTI, mrs soo(haha!) etc. haha! our seniors are so nice! i love my seniors!

mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao maomao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao

okays bye! haha!

2007-11-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

mao mao!!! im back to blog again!my internet has failed me for the past few days so i couldnt come online to blog

yesterday we met our new GP teacher who will be taking over mrs Saleem. We were asked to give a short written introduction of ourselves. so zhi ling and i has decided to name ourselves mao mao 1 and mao mao 2 respectively.hee. And one most interesting things about is: I love to mao! hmmm, i cant wait to attend the first Gp lesson whereby the teacher would mix up the both of us. hee.

last night some random thoughts just strike me and i've decided to throw everything away!LOL. i was on the phone with one of my best friends and we were sharing about silly things which we've done fro the past few years, or maybe the past 1 or 2 year(s). i realized that i was really naive!!! oh my gosh! -___-( my council friends and i will just sit around each other and we can just laugh at the way each other laughs, the way our campers react to certain issues...etc. BUt the 'silliest' thing occured when patt and i sat near the flying fox and just can just play a dumdum didi game for hours and we'll still laugh non-stop) i dont know what to say about myself, but i just think that i was super silly. haha! well everything is over and all i can do is to look forward to the things ahead of me! everything is the past and they can only stay as memories.hump.

So far, this week is very different from the rest of the weeks which have past. I've been going swimming with wei ling, qian, pris, zhi ling, novell and peak siah. however only WL, qian and i have been swimming for the past 3 days! i couldnt believe it myself.haha! but i wasnt really swimming, i taught my friend, wei ling, how to swim.The feeling is just so great and amazing! Because now my beloved WL has taken the first step to swim already! i cant explain this feeling that's within me now, but im really proud of her! mao mao!!!i cant wait to see her swimming on her own, doing laps, treading water, being rather confident in water and most importantly-to have more self confidence!!!mao mao!!! haha. Oh dear God, you've answered my prayer and i really thank you for that! haha. WL, you're an answered prayer! haha

when school reopens, im going to have lots and lots of test coming up, so i have to use this holiday wisely! i've gpt quite a lot of revision to do. mao mao. and you know what? i'll be taking my A levels next year!!!! oh man! that's really fast!in a blink of an eye, my J1 life has come to an end, and now im suppose to prepare myself of j2 already.mao!

I'm going to be an OGL next year!!! The most interesting thing is, qian and i are taking the same OG!!! haha our OG's going to die already. im imagining myself and qian introducing ourselves: Hi my name is yi qian and im the Land PTI of ODAC. Hi im Li Ling an dim the water PTI of ODAC. haha! it would be really crazy ah. And if the other OGL is also from ODAC, im going to laugh until i fall flat on the floor.LOL.

okays, i shall blog until here, cause later i'll be going to the polyclinic. mao... im going to the specialist to check out the condition of my knees and i really pray that they will recover soon. hump. now i cant even run or do vertical marathon. =( all i can do is SWIM! ( okay,not too bad, at least it is something which i like=)) mao!

loves!

2007-10-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

miao miao maio maio maio maio maio maio maio maio miao miao mioa miao miao miao miao miao miao miao.
meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meo meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow.

mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao mao.

i just feel like meowing! cause i want to be a meow meow! meow meow dont need to go through all the things that im going through now. right mao mao? yes! mao mao say yes! ilove to mao with my cat-miao!

argh!!!!!

2007-10-20T04:51:00.000+08:00

I'm going to end my j1 life soon=) oh dear.. i cant wait for my holidays to come!

Life in school is so hectic. i cant believe it, i slept for only 3 hours for the first time in my life. and the reason for it is because i was doing pw!!! haha. well, it's my first time staying up until so late into the night to do my work, cause my bain's usually dead by 11pm. i thought i could get a rest after my promotional examinations, but i was wrong.*sobs* almost all the j1s were rushing their wriiten report, oral presentation and insights 'n' reflection. okays, this is the final lap for our project work. After 1 nov, i'll be free from this horrible subject- project work(PW).

my dream of becoming a pe teacher will be shattered...(i think) My mummy wants me to take up a vet course in perth so that all our kitties and doggies can have free treatment.LOL. anyway, that's not the point. and she managed to convince my dad to send me overseas.i cant imagine my life without: going to the river to serve, seeing my youths at least once every 2 weeks, going for saturday swim, stroking and carrying my beloved orange. oh dear... BUT that's provided the subjects im taking now is needed to enter that course, and my results, and whether the place is nice.. LOL. okays, i should just cheer myself up, i've got another year to think about it=) anyway, even if i were to fly off, i'll only go after my a levels=) and after 5 years, i'll be back! ( that's provided if my dad wants me to come back, bla bla...)* daddy said i might as well stay in perth, get a job,get married and he can go over to stay with me as well. LOL. it's like a sure NONO for me...

the release of my results for promos will be on tues( 23 oct). i really hope that 0705 will all get promoted! cause they're so lovable...

yay! today i will get to burn lots and lots of fats! im going to swim in the the morning with my church friends. And im going to join one of them to swim 16, 8,8= 32 laps. after which i'll be going down to east coast park for a course on how to train for triathlon. and im going to experience a mini triathlon later! im so excited=) but really hope my beloved knees are fine.

okays, im going to prepare for my OP already. byyyyeeeee=)

Proteus 250 um x 1 mm micromotor

2007-10-18T06:06:00.001+08:00

proteus 250um x 1mm micromotor

The Baltan motor, a TINY Ultrasonic Micromotor

2007-10-18T06:05:00.001+08:00

the baltan motor, a tiny ultrasonic micromotor

piezo planar actuator

2007-10-18T06:04:00.001+08:00

Piezo planar actuator

Scream ultrasonic actuator

2007-10-18T06:03:00.001+08:00

scream ultrasonic actuator

Piezo Popper demonstration

2007-10-18T05:42:00.001+08:00

2007-09-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

i was looking through one of my folders where i save all the pictures, and i was looking through some pictures i took last year. as i was lookinh through them, lots of memories came into my mind. as i flashed the pictures, one by one, this picture caught my attention. i stared at it for a long time before i press the next button. however, after a while, i went back to that picture again. This time as i was looking at that particular picture, i caught myself smiling at that picture. LOL. it may sound rather dumb, smiling at a picture. but that person whom i took the picture with is a significant person in my life. in addition, the day when i took that picture made it more memorable.haha. okays, here's the picture:okay, the stupid blogger does not allow me to post the picture. it must be dam jealous of me! hump. but nvm, i shall describe the picture to you=) haha.

this picture was taken at vivo city, the highest level whereby from there you can overlook the sea. and directly opposite it you can see sentosa. haha. my beloved brother, perry, and i were holding on to the knife to cut our birthday cake=) and that day, both perry and i were wearing the same ear ring=).haha. we were smiling from ear to ear( our symbolic smile=) hee.that's why we call ourselves ' the smiling siblings' haha. sounds silly right? haha

well, this post seems rather random, but i just cant halp but to post this as im missing my beloved brother very much at this instance. hump.

2007-09-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a great day!
i went to one of my youths' house for house visiting. then his mum made the china bao for us! haha. and she was so amiable i simply love her! yesterday was the first time i go for such house visiting. furthermore, it was done with my co-worker and not with any one of my leaders. haha. it was a pretty good start for a starter like me=) haha.

after yesterday, i realized that most university students can really study for long hours. i really mean it. haha. they can just sit there quietly for hours, just reading something or doing their stuff.=X okays, maybe they were not studying. =X haha LOL. but it doesnt matter, what matters is the study room in nus is a conducive place to study in. As the place is extremely quiet even the sound of a pin drop could be heard. haha. so i didnt dare to move much, otherwise i may seem very noisy.haha.

Today i went back to school to do my geography project. my group and i spent the entire day doing the project and we managed to complete it=) yay! * clap clap* so proud of my group- zhiling ( tan chi gui , audrey and perijun=) haha. yay! then tml i can finally do my revision again=) haha.

qian and pris studied with jia jia today and they tried to make me feel jealous. haha LOL. but eventually they failed=) heehee. cause ... i've decided not to fight with them for jia jia already=) haha. yay! see im so nice=X. hee.

tomorrow im going back school to do my revision and i certainly hope that i'll be able to complete my revision before my promos which is 19 days away. hump. i hope that i'll not get bad headache again tml, as i'll be having tuition tomorrow night. yucks, i hate being sick. cause i cant think for a long time. hump. but it's okay, im going to recover already=) yay!

oh yea, this crazy grace is so horrible! haha. all she has in her mind is badminton, * smack smack* hee. study lar crazy grace=) haha. after your o levels and suring my promos, i'll go play with you lar. haha. LOL.

2007-09-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

i've got so much things to blog about, yet i have very limited time=(

last friday, 31 august, it was the teachers' day celebration. after the celebration in ny, mitch and i took a cab over to ftp to watch the celebration! our juniors did a wonderful job! im so proud of all of YOU! EVERY single one of you=) and i met quite a number of my school mates, well, that doesnt exclude him. i was really afraid and i didnt know how to react when i saw him. i was telling mitch how afraid i am on the night before the celebration. and i just had to face him. and in the end i did! wao, im so proud of myself.

For the past few months, on one can ever ever see me appearing at yck mrt after 7 am in the morning=) and i'll try my best to avoid places like tp after 12 pm. well, i still go to tp for morning swim with my bro, but i'll just leave very quickly after the swim. i still do not have the courage to face the problem. and yupps, now im like having phobia towards r/s. but im still straight=) no worries=) haha. i guess, it has already been made clear to me that i have to keep my eyes on God, my studies, my family and friends. i do not have time to spare for an additional person in my life. that's a definite NO NO. seriously, i think that im really immature to have bgr at this point in time.cause im only 15=) hee. LOL. okays, that's not the point, but im still too young to face the reality of r/s. and the time is definitely not right for me, cause ' singleness is a gift from God'. i've never appreciated this verse when i was in a r/s. only until ths year, after 22 april, i've finally understood the true meaning of that verse. well, some people may think that this is crap. but that was what i thought in the past, but my perception has changed as the time goes by=)

my parents have been pressurizing me everyday to do well in my studies; to be the top 40 % for every single subject. otherwise they'll forbid me from going to church. that's the worst thing that can ever happen to me. well, im sure they're doing all these for my own good...

next week is the sept hoildays! and im going to mug=) im going to study hard and do whatever that i can and i'll leave the results to God=) cause i've just realized that im too weak to do anything without him. haha.

okays, im going to sleep already. as i've not been feeling well these few days. so im going to lala land=) love you lots ppl=) haha.

nights=)

2007-08-25T08:11:00.000+08:00

yay! im back to blog=) haha. my common test week is finally OVER! i still have another 30 days to promotional exams. the time left is really very little as i've got some much revision to do! but it is okay, cause i believe that my time will be extended spiritually=) *smiles*

later i'm going to celebrate aloy's birthday, and i'll be the surprise=) i believe that aoy wont read my blog in the morning=) hee, so i can just blog about the things that we've planned for him=) we're going to the glass house for fish and co. and we'll get him an ice-cream cake=) yum yum.
i cant wait to meet my beloved patt=) haha. i really miss her a lot!

i cant wait for promos to be over, cause i've got so many things to do after my promos. im going to have a game of badminton with my badminton buddies=) , plan a 4e1 outing whereby we'll celebrate someone's birthday in oct, go k box with my class and also with odac. organize a church camp for my youths, and also going to a chalet with my beloved 0705!haha.

oh ya, last night i sudden dreamt of a super random person. and this dream caused me to be unable to wake up at 5 am to study! hump. oh well, it doesnt matter, cause it is really super random! haha. later i'll be going back to school for extra lesson. afterwhich i'll go meet my patt patt=) haha. im so excited=)

well, i shall blog until here, cause i think i need to go prepare for school already. bye dears=)

2007-08-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

yay, IM GAY! haha.
today was a super hectic day for me. i had bio SPA, chinese compo test followed by geography test. all these test caused me to suffer from an ultimate brain-drained.furthermore, i still have to go for tuition at night. hump. im dying to get out of this jc system as soon as possible. so im really looking forward to the end of next year=)haha. yay! next year i'll be taking my A levels and i'll be out of the crazy system! *clap clap*

my parents are giving me lots of pressure already, becuase i did not do well for my mid year. so now, they're putting a lot of emphasis on my studies. so i have to be at least the top 40 % in the cohort for every subject! this is crazy. but i still have to try my best to achieve that=( otherwise they'll ban me from church! oh no. *sobs* but it's alright, i'll work hard and i'll leave the results to God=) jc is completely different from secondary school. hump. nevertheless, we still have to go through this phase of our lives.

now im TRYING to follow whatever that i've learnt in church and hence apply it to life itself. well, at least im beginning to feel less stressful =) clap clap=)

okays, i stil have another 3 more test this week and another 3-4 more test and SPA next week. and very soon it'll be promos! yay! then after promos i can relax a little=)haha. i cant wait for promos to come to an end.

As time goes by, im beginning to feel more and more certain of the decision which i've made in the past. it's not that i want to rank up whatever that's in the past. but its that it just crossed my mind just now when an embarrassing incident took place. LOL. i shant mention what's the mebarrassing thing which happen. but im really thankful that i've made that right decision.

well, certainly, after the release of my O levels results, my parents have higher expectations of me already. and that's not a good sign. this just means that i need to work harder to meet their expectations. jia you! you can do it liling! you have to first proclaim=)

okays, i think that's all for today, im to go charge my battery already( my battery is running low) i feel as though im going to fall asleep while typing.LOL.yea man! 3 more test for the week=).haha

loves=)
liling

2007-08-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

it has been ages since i last blogged=) i was rather busy for the past one month. well, promos is just 48 days away! i dont know what to say.

life in nyjc is really crazy! it's like darn stressful. the people are smart and hardworking. Or is it just that im too used to be so comfortable in secondary school. and now in ny, it seems as though i can hardly breathe already. i cant seem to complete my tutorials, next week is another hectic week. i'll be having Bio SPA, chinese test- paper 1 and paper 2, Geography test and chemistry test. in addition, next monday is the submission date for my EOM. and i've not start on my revision for promos! urgh! but nevermind, i shall just bear with it for the next one year. so i need to clear my promos!
*note* miss ho, you're the one who inspire me to become a teacher( pe teacher ) in future. so i shall study hard=)
despite all the tutorials, test, exams, and SPAs, im sure that my Father will be my source of energy. otherwise i'll be super drained!

i think im really learning a lot in this phase of my life. i realized how foolish i was with regards to r/s stuff. i guess im really too immature for r/s stuff. and im really so glad to have the people around me to tide me through that period of time. especially my brother in christ. he has constantly gave me the encouragements that i need.im learning how to manage my time with all countless tutorials and test. but i think i still need time to adapt to this fast going pace. at times i really feel like giving up! i've studied for that particular test, but i'll still fail. but at least it is not as bad as midyear.LOL. i failed by one mark.LOL. well, i suppose that i just need to buck up and really find the most efficient way to study=)
okays, im uber stress now. that's why im here blogging.haha. im going to sleep already.

p.s. i feel like tellng my juniors not to go to a jc. LOL. but maybe it's just for me? LOL. since im already in this darn jc system, i think i shall just do my best and the results that i'll get will be up to God already. yea.
nights=)
loves

2007-07-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

My precious little sister

who smiles all day,

My precious little sister

a neddle in a hay,

My lovely little sister

who means the world to me

My lovely little sister

who goes around hee hee

My darling litte sister

whom loves me forever

my darling sister

whom i love forever

my cheerful little sister

who lifts my spirit

my cheerful little sister

who also has the holy spirit

My independent little sister

who will become dependable

my independent little sister

who is so lovable

my favourite little sister

no matter where we are

my favourite little sister

i love you for who you are

till heaven we meet for eternity....

the above is a a poem like message that my beloved bro sent me last year. even though it was sent last year, im sure that the contents are still valid right? hee. YAY! cause my bro loves me=)this message really mean a lot to me=) i really miss him a lot!!! i still remember the mornings that we spent together, eating breakfast* grinning away* then we'll share a plate of noodles and we'll each have a packet of lemon barley.=) haha. that was so nice=) then if i refuse to finish my food, he'll send it into my mouth=) LOL. i was almost behaving like a little girl lar! lols. but now i have to grow up! cause we're not in the same school anymore. he used to be my rubbish bin=) hee. he'll help me finish up my food.because in sec sch, my appetite used to be smaller than now.LOL. yayaya, for my nyjc friends, they'll think it's impossible.cause now liling eats a lot right?haha. LOL. bro, i miss you lots! we must meet up one of these days okays?

i was so thankful that the person whom i saw wasnt him.=) yay! i really think i've made the right decision=) since now im like packed with stuff all day, i guess i really cant afford to have an extra commitment.yea=)

man! time flies like rocket when it comes to jc life! it has been 6 and a half months since im in ny, and i've been enjoying every single bit of it=)i really love my friends and my cca=) every single one is them is so unique in their own special way. hump. but it's quite stressful in ny as there're quite a number of muggers in my school! you see them studying everywhere!

awww, my mid year is over already and i didnt do well.esp for my bio! but it's okay, i didnt study for bio.haha. so i wasnt that depressed when i got a U.LOL. but it's not too late=) i still have promos.LOL. PW is killing me! urgh.it's so time consuming! why cant they scrap off this subject this year? hump. yea, and now im having less than 6 hours of sleep every since last week. LOL. but why am i here to blog?LOL. im going to sleep soon=)so no worries.

oh ya, i'll be going back to ftp to present soon=) cause one of my teachers think that im rather discipline, thus she wants a few of us to go back to sch to share with the rest of the sch how we discipline ourselves during our years in sec sch.LOL. if grace is reading this now, i bet she'll laugh her butt off. hai.but it's okay. i bet she'll say, " this crazy girl also can be discipline ah?..."right grace?hee.yay! alvin said that he'll help me with the prep. =)*clap clap*haha.

i think my entire term is fully packed alr.mon and thurs i'll have tuition at night until 9 plus 10 pm. then monday, wednesday and maybe friday i'll have training.every alternate week i'll prepare the slides. and now im busy with PW-that horrible subject( but im still trying to convience myself that i love pw.lol) then at times we'll type the WR/ GPP/ PI so many times until it is approved. and also PT propsals need to be approved by my teacher-in-charge, otherwise we'll redo.LOL. but now im banned for the moment.cause i failed one of my h2s- bio. so im banned until i pass all my subjects.LOL.sad right? hump.

okays, im going to sleep alr.later i'll have a course to attend.haha.nights=) love you lots ppl=)

ling

2007-07-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

today i when i was on my way to my mum's office, i saw someone who looks like you. that person wore a green shirt, pants and slippers. and he looks exactly like you, the way you walk, and the action he did-he littered ! LOL.but then and again, i dont really bother actually.all i hope is that i wont get to see you again.maybe it's just my character?hmmm, anyway, ah, doesnt matter=)

i wont be blogging so often already, cause im trying to study in school until 8 plus in the night then i'll come home.so by the time i reach home, i'll be so tired and lazy to blog=) hee.yups, and i'm planning to go for tuition=) i want to be a studious girl=)*clap clap* cause i dont want to get banned from odac again.mr ong, my teacher-in-charge, said that any odacians who fail any subjects, will be banned from odac activities.hum.but there'll still be trainings.LOL.so i dont want to get banned from odac again!urgh!

land test is coming up, 11 july. we have to meet certain criteria in oder to pass the test.we need to run non-stop for 1 hour, completing at least 10 km,50 standard push ups, 30 I-pulls.this is for the girls=)yay! haha. hope my knees love me as much i love them, so they'll treat me nicer=)haha

This morning pris, qian and i were clearing the firewood outside odac store, when pris began to behave abnormally.she started talking to the red ants. the conversation between ants and pris:

pris: poor ants, they're all going crazy!
ants: *no reply*
pris: you're going to be homeless soon! poor thing!
ants: *they remained silent*
pris: our sneiors gave you false hope.
ants: *no one answered her*
pris: whose fault is it? you tell me whose fault?
ants: *STILL NO REPLY*
liling: mr kwek's fault
pris: im not talking to you lar! im talking to the ants!

SEE this crazy goes around talking to ants and trees.man, and she claims that she's normal!hee.

okays, i guess that's all for today=)
loves ling

2007-06-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

lovely little plants
wao! yellow and pink flowers! my favourite=)
look at the interesting raddish!
my mum and i=)
linlin.mummy.me=) look! the aloe vera( i forgot how to spell it) with flower!

the deformed strawberries=) so cute=)
wow, pretty pretty flowers!
liling.linlin.dad.mummy=)and teh pretty tomato plants
lin lin and i are trying to be funny=) hee.dont the flower look like a bunch of grapes?
me and lin lin=)and the pretty flowers! so pretty!!!

in the strawberry shop.
mummy and daddy=)
the toilet=) haha nice right?
yum yum, strawberry farm=)
very thing sold in the shop is PINK!!! i took this photo for moo moo=) haha

dad,linlin,mummy
me=) and the lovely flower.isnt it beautiful?
linlin,ling,mummy
dad and mum
pretty strawberries=)

heys! im back with all the pictures i took during the malaysia trip with my parents and lin lin.haha. there're quite a number of myself, as im the youngest and the only daughter in the family=) hee. so yupps, that explains. hee. clap clap=)LOL.cause they know that i love bright coloured flowers!!! haha they're my love=)

2007-06-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

im back! MID YEAR EXAMS ARE OVER!!!i was quite happy initailly, but when the results come out...nah, it doesnt really matter that much already.it's because i didnt start my revision early, and i didnt concentrate well enough while studying for mid year during the first 3 weeks of the june holiday.it's okay, i'll learn from my mistakes=)

i was lucky enough, cause fabain went through chemistry and maths with me during the last week of the hoildays.otherwise i think i'll be in really deep trouble, cause i cant seem to understand some important concepts.

im going to start night study soon.cause i just realized that there's only one week break before promos, as compared to the one month break before mid year, one week is not enough at all. in addition, for promos, there'll be MORE chapters! so i've decided to become a studious girl=) i hope i can have teh determination to hang on there=) "liling, you only have another one and a half years and yu'll be out of the system! ".

oh ya, just before i forget to mention something, im the president of moo moo's fan club=) hee. LOL. that's random.maybe tomorrow i'll upload the pictures taken when i was in malaysia=)

today my dad and i had this interesting conversation.i conversed with him in chinese, because of my up coming a level chinese oral next tuesday.

dad: girl, have you taken your dinner?

me: nope, ate already.cause today after my chinese paper i was having a headache, so i came home early and i took a nap.then i ate my dinner with damasiah.

dad:hmmm, i think you're very stress. so we should go to malaysia to help you de-stress okay?

me: nono, later i cant catch up with my work.*smiling*

LOL. i think my dad really wants to go to malaysia for another holiday again.but i dont think i can afford to go to malaysia during the next hoilday- during sept.maybe after my promos?haha.

all the best for my seniors, jia you! one more week to go=)press on yea=)

loves,
ling

2007-06-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

6 more days to mid year. im still trying my best to complete my revision.well, i should be studying, but i just feel like blogging=) i've been slacking for the past 4 days. i practically slack my life away by eating, sleeping, and shopping!!! i was at KL and cameron highland for the past 4 days.i'll post some of the pictures taken some other days.haha.

I'm really amazed, that there're such _____ people around. That person whom I'm referring to is so darn FAKE!!! it is very obvious that you're referring to me( i just have this strong feeling which tells me that, the person whom you're referring to is me) ps. im not feeling guilty or what so ever. i just think that what you've said is not true.this is my blog and if you dont like what im typing then just leave.you're not obliged to read whatever that im typing here. if you want to publicize my blog, then just do so-it's because, I dont bother about what your friends might think about me anymore.neither do i care about how you percieve of me already.

Firstly, I'm not a super holy person who goes around preaching the word of God. im just a believer.and a believer also makes mistakes. Next you do not have to be a person who knows every single thing about your religion to say things like " praise you ..." or whatever phrase(s).

okays, just ignore the above if you know that it's not referring to you.LOL. ps. Do not be too sensitive by the way.
* note: Everyone has their own limit, and there's a line in which that one should not even try to cross it.
i just realized that i was so super duper DUMB.hump.but it's alright, everyone makes mistake right?haha.

2007-06-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

today i was studying in school with one of my seniors-old marlin(OM). then we had this interesting conversation.haha. it is all about this golden cadboury waterbottle.

OM : my bottle inside still smells like chocolate.daniel, you want to smell?
*he opens the cap and smells it*
daniel : oh ya, really, it still has the chocolately smell=)
me : i alsow want to smell!!!
OM : nan nu shou shou bu qing, even water also included.
me : *laughing loudly*

LOL you need to understand the chinese phrase then you'll find it funny.haha=)

By the way this senior of mind is super afraid of pink stuff=) hee. okays. i shall not blog about him alr.otherwise i think tml i'll have a hard time trying to concentrate.LOL.right moo moo? hee.

2007-06-11T19:26:00.000+08:00

my ugly tan lines just below my knees LOL
Red bull gives you wings=)

the girls are trying to taopok wenhui=) hee.
my all time dance partner,peak siah=)
- nan chu whoosh-
smile girls=)

team NY=)
the demures, kenneth and mingjie
Cj guys dancing LOL
our mass dance.LOL
smiles=)

ATC is over alr. even though we came back empty handed, but we gained something priceless-the experience and the fun=) im not going to drink red bull ever!!! i drank 4 cans of red bull on sunday, during ATC. and i was super high. hai. i do not drink coffee, tea or even coke. then on sun, the red bull which contains caffeine, made me dam high.LOL. the nyodac girls were dancing our school's mass dance-superstar, erh dance and traditional dance.

im burnt again! but it's okay, cause i really enjoyed myself on sunday=) haha.i love you guys.

liling

loves

2007-05-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday i reached home at around 12 midnight, after odac election.haha. the election ended at 11 and i was so afraid that i cant catch the last bus home.but i did it=)*phew*i caught the last bus at 11.45=) haha. the moment i reached home, i ate like a glutton! hai. but who cares=) haha.

odac swimming test and trek is postponed to next week! and the tentative date is next thurs!!! it clashes with my church orientation party. hump. i was so depressed when my senior announced the tentative date. well, as i've mentioned the date is TENTATIVE=) haha. *praying hard, so that the date of the trek will be changed to otherday*

'past has gone and life has just began'- this is one of the lyric from the song, ''It's a new day''.
yupps=) past has gone and life has just began!!! ever since that day, 22 april, it's like a new beginning for me.LOL. sounds weird. but nvm about that=) i learnt how to be REALLY independent. in addition, i kept myself busy with everything around me.i must say that im really blessed because i have my friends who are consantly around me, giving me the encouragement and words of advice that i need the most. i really want to thank you guys=)hmmm. actually the person(other than my own brother) who used the words of God to guide me through is none other than bro alvin=) haha. he lend me this book tittled ' I kissed dating goodbye'. it's a great book! some people might not agree with what i say, but it's alright, it's my perception after all=) i've learnt lots of things through that book.haha. maybe when i have time then i'll get the other book tittled ' Boy meets girl'.haha. it's so interesting to read about how godly couples get together=)

im going to sleep alr.=) *yawns* so tired. i need to go catch some sleep, otherwise i'll look like a panda ( that's what my bro perry said. hump) nights=)

*loves*
-liling's smiling-heee.

GOD IS GREAT!!! PRAISE HIM=)

2007-05-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

im back again=)
im having my hoildays now. however, this hoilday doesnt seem nice at all. hump. it's packed with lots of stuff to do! yay!!! im going for 2 events during the june hoilday=) yay!!!

btw, i think it's really time for me to pull up my socks. cause i passed 3, and failed 3 subjects for my common test.haha. but it's okay. i'll study hard for my mid year=).

loves
liling

2007-05-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

heys!!! it has been a really really long time since i last blogged=) haha. i just finished all teh whatever CA test today. well, jc is so different from secondary sch!!! i've failed almost all the test that i took. hmmm, i shouldnt be happy right? i just completed the 2 A level spa this tuesday. LOL this is not the spa taht you're have in mind( i suppose=)) it is the science practical=) LOL.
jc is so not fun. LOL. so much tutorials to complete.

the only thing i like about ny is odac and the wonderful friends that i have=) i love the time when i train with my friends=) haha. and my beloved MARLINS- my grp name.LOL. even though i cant do much cause of my knee, but i still love training days=) haha yay!!!
we're going to have our water test on 2 june. after teh swimming test, we'll be going for a treki have compleetly no idea where are we going for the trek.haha but it'll end at 10 plus 11pm. so i suppose there's night walk?? LOL. im just making a wild guess=) the next day- 3 june- i'll be going for the runway cycling. so exciting! we'll be cycling 45 km, it's meant to be a competition, but i think we're just going there to gain experience. the most exciting one is on 10 june!! im going for Adventure trail challenge ( ATC). im looking forward to all the upcoming events. but i hope that my beloved knees will cooperate. LOL. im sure it will! in the name of God=)
well no worries, im not going to neglect my studies, im taking my mid year after the june holidays. so during the june holidays im going to study=) i'll lock myslef at home to study( i hope i can.haha)

haha. hmmm, not forgetting the River where i grow spiritually=) and i feel so blessed to have bro alvin, my partner whom i work with, he's always here to give my advice on EVERY single thing that i ask him. LOL. and im giving tuition to the younger youths in cross over generation.=) haha LOL.

i love you lots my beloveds=) haha.hpe to see you guys soon=)

that's all for now=) cause i need to go do my maths tutorial alr x) otherwise i'll die of a terrible death. LOL.

loves=)
ling

2007-04-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

mid-term test and mid year's coming's up.LOL.haha. so i dont think i'll be blogging so often.haha. see you guys soon=)

2007-04-15T19:32:00.000+08:00

today is the start of a new day. im not really looking forward to this day actually. but i know this day will come sooner or later. since it's here already then i might as well face it. it'll not be a easy this time-i know it myself. but i still have to overcome it.

im sure you can do it=) it just takes time.

2007-04-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

im back=) it has been a really long time since i last blogged=) the main reason is because i've got quite number of things on recently. firstly i was busy preparing myself for the malaysia trek. we went to one of the what ever mountain in johor. in addition, i was also involved in the easter production.

im so excited,cause im going to tutor the primary school kids soon=) yay!!! i hope i can do primary school stuffs.LOL.

nights=) hee. i miss all my friends. esp my beloved bro. hump.

2007-04-11T20:53:00.001+08:00

I want to thank the person for changing my skin because its such a nice skin and he spent alot of time doing it so i must thank him thank him thank him alot otherwise i will have a ugly and fugly skin like my previous one.=D

MATTHEW~

THANK ME.

2007-03-17T09:44:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

2007-03-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

8 march 07

i just bought the new school uniform, and it is dam ugly. omg. i dont like the colour. LOL. it looks like another jc's uniform, i cant remember the name of that college at the moment.

today's the orientation 2 second day and im super tired already.haha. we have to report to school at 6.30am every morning for all 3 days of the orientation. tomorrow's the last day of teh orientation!! yes yes yes!!! haha.then after the whole event, im going to come home to sleep until the next afternoon=) haha.

spongebob square pant campfire song song=):

let's gather around the campfire
and sing the campfire song song
chorus:
our c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e s-o-n-g song
and if you think taht we cant sing it faster then you're wrong
but it will help it if you just sing it along.

bum bum bum.

chorus x2

loves=)

2007-03-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

3 march 07

i've found something to cheer myself up already. recently i like to look at people who are horziontally challenged, like me, cause it will make me feel happier? i dont know why. but it works for me. LOL.

anyway, the reply doesnt matter to me anymore. maybe it's because i saw it coming, that's why im taking it better-at this present moment- than the first time? i just hope that i'll get over him very soon. i want to get on with life, i dont want to have anything to do with him anymore.it may seem as though im mean or whatever, but i dont care.

well, my life doesnt only revolves around that issue. LOL. i love my odac friends. omg. esp PS.haha. and next wed-fri will be the orientation2 week. yay!! peaksiah and i are taking the same tribe(og) and we're the TL(ogl) lols. it's rather weird, but nvm. LOL.

*yawns* im getting tired alr. after the whole day of TL workshop. LOL.

2007-03-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

1 march 2007

father i really hope that you'll bring me through this time, allow me to hear you...i want to know what am i suppose to do. i just hope to be blessed with your words of wisdom, so i'll know what am i suppose to do.and most importantly, i want to get up on my feet again, i dont want to led such a life. father i dont want. i've just told myself this: whenever i feel like crying, i'll sing praises to God. i'll try to convert all the unhappiness to words of praise.i tried that just now, but it didnt work, instead it became worse.

actually it's good not to know too much things too.if only we're not ____. if only we dont know our identities. if only we didnt meet at aunty's house at that point in time...

father, i really hope that bad things happened because there're better things that would come in our way.father, bring us through this period of time... give us the strength to go on.thank you father.

14 months=)

2007-02-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

27 feb 2007

NVM is finally over, no more land pt already.haha.from tomorrow onwards will be doing water pt-go swimming=) i love swimming!!! anyway we didnt hit our target.LOL. but it's okie, at least i've gained the experience=)

i forgot what i wanted to blog alr.
haha.LOL.

2007-02-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

23 feb 2007

i had 2 tests, biology and maths,today. as usual, only until after i hand in the paper then i realize how to do that particular question. omg, what's wrong with me ?urgh.all the tests makes me really tired.*yawns*

NVM is just 2 days away. im really nervous...

and i said some wrong things today.opps. and im still feeling really bad about it.LOL.

i think after bathing i'll go to sleep, or else i'll just stone again. LOL.

2007-02-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

19 feb 2007

NVM is just 6 days away!haha. and ive stopped exercising and worse still, i've been eating ice-cream like nobody's business and all the new year goodies non-stop.haha. this is horrible. hump. with the rate and the amount im eating, no wonder i've put on weight within these 2 days.LOL. tomorrow im going for ice-cream again! haha. i'll try to exercise tml morning before going out?or else i'll feel dam guilty.haha.but i simply cant resist the temptations!!! when i see the new year goodies, especially pineapple tarts, i can hear them calling out to me. they're saying ," eat me, eat me!" LOL.

anyway, i love this cny=) i get to catch up with my sleep=) yay!!!

omg, i nearly forgot that i've got 2 test this friday! hump. tomorrow must try to study.LOL.

im going to sleep alr.=) nights * yawns*

2007-02-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

18 feb 2007

today's the first day of the lunar new year.as usual, my family and i went visiting.but this year, it's a little bit special-my bros and i celebrated our mum's birthday today tooo=) but i ate lots of junk food today eh. omg,im feeling so guilty now. hump. cannot, tml i must go exercise=) hee.

next sunday's the vm!!! im so excited.LOL.

im loving this cny, cause i get to catch up with my sleep=) haha. i dont know what's wrong with me,but i keep feeling very sleepy for the past 2 days.i've been sleeping like a pig eh, even my mum said so. hump. ohh ya, i fell of my bed while sleeping this morning. i didnt realise it until i found the bruise on my leg.and my mum was in my room when i fell down. hump, she didnt help me up.hai. then her reason was because, i got up from the floor and i went back to sleep again very quickly.LOL. she's so mean ah. LOL.i must be more careful already, sleep also can fall off the bed. omg, it's a little embarrassing. but nvm=)

im going to catch up with my sleep again=) haha. very tired.* yawns*

2007-02-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

9 feb 2007

today i went back to ftp to collect my o level results.yups=) all i can say is, i feel really blessed. and bro reminded me to keep this as a testimony-as to how much he has blessed me=)

im contented with my results.at least i get to stay in ny.haha. yay!!! praise Him.and also not forgetting the ftp teachers!haha i simply love them to the core=) haha.

2007-02-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

2 feb 07
can you see bunny? bunny is in the picture, the one with my handphone.LOLS.i use to bring bunny around with me wherever i go.but now i guess, it's time i should put bunny at home.it's because bunny says it's tired of following me around where ever i go.haha. bunny wants to stay at home to rest=) i know that i'll feel weird without bunny's presence... in fact it's more than just weird, but empty. bunny has already became part of my life already. he is always with me wherever i go.anywhere, you name it, bunny will be there with me.haha. but im sure i'll continue to live my life to the fullest, even though bunny will not be with me anymore. i must! cause i've promised my bro=) ya. i just hope that bunny will take good care of himself when ling's not around with you=)

2007-02-01T17:38:00.000+08:00

2 feb 07

these pictures were taken during the trek=)haha. ohh ya, TOM is in the picture also=)

i give up.im not liking this.

2007-01-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

tomorrow i'll be going to NDC for a dental appointment=) so i might be putting braces soon.Might only=)haha.im quite excited, i dont know why either. LOL. im so weird.nvm about that.tomorrow morning i'll not go to school in the morning.hee. but my stupid ct insisted that i must reach school 2 hours after my appointment time. so idiot lar. i only have one more tutorial then can go home already eh. so stupid ah. hai. if i dont have to go back to school to hand in the form and the payment, i wont go back to school ah.haha. i might as well stay at home to sleep, or i'll go swimming or something.haha. so dumb. what to do, she's pregnent.hump.

ohh ya, you know there's such thing as lovers' challenge for the vertical maraton?haha. so weird ah.. nono i mean interesting.haha LOL. okok this is really random LOL.

o levels results will be out next week. i'll have 3 days to register and everything, and we're allowed to stay at home during that period of time=) hee.. yay!!! im really nervous.LOL.haha. maybe the day before the results release, i'll go exercise like mad.then i'll feel super tired. hee. and i'll fall asleep! yay! or else.... err. i also dont know.haha=)then my friends and i were talking about the possible outcome of our results and what we'll do upon receiving that result.LOL. i want to get my results on either tuesday or wednesday. then i can skip maths test! and we can have a long break=) hee.
by the way, we have to reach school by 2 pm on the day when the results release.haha. i want to meet up with my beloveds! hump. i miss you guys lots.

hope to meet up with you soon=)people are still asking me why is my bunny so big.LOL.haha. however, one of bunny's rubber strip snapped already.haha. but it's okie=) LOL. take care=)

2007-01-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

p.s. everything is at random=)

i still cant do my chem tutorial 3.urgh. i need tuition!!! LOL.haha. how i wish i would have a clever+friendly neighbour, then i can go over to ask him/her to teach me=) LOL.

tomorrow is WEDNESDAY!!! haha.yay!!! i'm always looking forward to wednesdays.LOL. but i think tomorrow will be an exception.cause... err... i just dont like 31 jan.LOL.haha. crazy me.

i have one very innocent classmate.LOL. and he's a guy.i actually intend to blog about him. but upon second thought, i've decided not to.haha. cause i'll feel bad afterwards. and my chinese teacher is also very mean.haha. she laughed at him when he said out his answer.LOL. it's dam cute ah.okok, i shall not talk about him anymore.LOL.

i miss the 3 'F's- ftp's food, friends and of course ftp =)hee. yay!! can see you guys soon, one more week later=) im so going to hug miss ho. i've not talked to her for so long. hump. i hope she still miss 4e1.LOL

just now one of my friends told me that you need to jog for 20 mins before your body starts burning the fats=) im going to try now=) hee. see if i can manage to burn away some fats=) yay!!!

2007-01-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

29 jan 2007

i've been in NY for the past 4 weeks and i'm loving (almost) every bit of it=) haha. i want to stay in ny-if i can ah.haha LOL.however, im starting to dislike my bio tuotor cum ct teacher.urgh. her teaching method is horrible! i dont know how to put it to you, but my friend and i simply doesnt like her. LOL. at times it's really tough to stay awake throughout ALL the lectures, and i'll just doze off. haha. so unlike the secondary school me=( in secondary school i was so attentive throughout every lesson- hard to believe but true=) hee. but now i have to work extra hard, cause i still think that almost everyone in NY are so much smarter than me.haha. furthermore, i dont have a pure chemistry background.therefore sometimes i find it quite difficult to do the tutorials. hump.

ohh ya, last saturday i went to meet T.O.M.-tunnel of mud. and i love TOM! haha. i had a great time together with my friends and seniors. we were covered with mud, can you imagine how filthy we were? eee.haha. but it's fun =) haha.

well bro, dont worry, i know my limits=) haha. no matter what i'll try to stand firm on my feet=) haha. hee.you know what? today when i was studying in the morning, while waiting for my friends to go for breakfast together, i was smiling away ah. LOL then my friends who studied with me say im mad.LOL.but whenever that incident came to my mind then i'll start smiling to myself again.haha. *im smiling while i type this*WEDNESDAY!!! only the both of us know okies=) haha shhhhhhhhh=) LOL.

you know what? I LOVE WEDNESDAY!!! cause when wednesday comes, thursday will be next. then followed by friday!!! and it's another weekend again!! yay!!! haha. i love wednesday.i love wednesday.i love wednesday.LOL. i dont have any break on wednesday-it'll be lectures, tutorials and pe all the way. after assembly will be follwed by cca =) haha. last wednesday, sherlyn and i were mumbling " hungry, hungry" LOL. almost every half an hour we'll say, " hungry eh.hai. but cannot eat eh. HUNGRY" LOL. then today i've found another one of my classmates who gets hungry easily=)yay!!!

anyway, o levels results will be out on the 2nd week of feb=)yay!!! im quite excited.haha. =) yay!!!

to those who have tagged: i love you guys lots!! haha. miss you lots too.haha. im waiting for o levels results to be released!!! so i can see you guys at ftp!!! yay!!! happy=) haha * smiling*loves

2007-01-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

15 jan 2006

today's the first day we start the tutorial and lectures.omg. i cant take it. LOL. the lecturer has not taught us the infinite GP and we have to complete the tutorial ws by friday.hump. i seriously need tuition!!! MISS LIM, i want you back!!!haha for those who doesnt know, miss lim has been my maths tutor for the past 4 years. she taught me maths ever since i was in secondary one.
the biology lecturer when so fast. i miss mrs gratez. mrs gratez is soooo much nicer.im starting to miss all my secondary school teachers. now then i realized how much i depended on them. they were all so nice. the pace in which they teach is really ____ wao. i love it!!! haha lols.hump. i just have to adapt right?

and ps. joshua lee JJ.i miss you guys too okies.haha.what PS? so mean ah. im deprived of ftp people=) hee. luckily i enjoyed my secondary school life=) haha no regrets.hee.

ive not met him for the past 5 days. and i've not met josh they all for the past 5 weeks. LOL. hump. okok, we shall go for ice-cream this weekend or something.haha. or else some people will say that i go jc already then forget about my besties.haha lols. right? LOL.

i dont know what's wrong with me, but im starting to miss everybody-those whom i've not seen for days, weeks, or even months.LOL.

IM A DEPRIVED KID :):) hee.

2007-01-14T11:40:00.000+08:00

14 jan 07

og 33 had a gathering at james' house on friday(12 jan), it was really fun!!!
those who know how to play pool taught the rest of us. can you imagine 10 plus people practising on ONE pool table? haha. we started off with easy shots, then later some of us got to play a real game.haha. when i was in secondary school, i thought that the size of my hand is around average. but after that day, i suddenly wanted a bigger hand!!! i had difficulities forming a stable bridge. urgh. but never mind about that=) haha. it doesnt matter anyway, cause i just learn for the fun of it only=) we also watched the movie forrest gump.haha. yay!

yesterday i went for the dragon boat training at kallang. you know what? i saw derek chai and mr poon there!!! haha. it was such a coincidence, i met my primary school friend there too!!! we are in the same school now and yet only after 2 weeks, then we saw each other.ahah.

im really glad that everything's over already. so let's continue to have faith=) yay!!! LOL. so mean ah, you didnt come over to say hi to me at chomp chomp. hump. loves=)

the school's timetable is HORRIBLE!!! it took me half an hour to figure out which time table im using. and i dont like the timing either. i was like so depressed, when i first saw the time table. hump. i wonder if jae is worse?haha. i want more personal time!!! im deprived of my gift from god. hai. LOL.

i cant wait to see my ftp friends! i miss you guys=) esp. my beloved(s). hee. ohh ya, o levels results will be out around 5feb to 9 feb. some where there=).haha lols.

2007-01-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

yupps, we have lots of things to think about. let's think through it carefully before making the decision. hope that things would turn out better.

i love OG 33!! hee. the people from og 33 are simply the best=) haha. i had great fun today! we went for lunch at J8 after the fund-raising activity. it was then followed by a movie-death note. the movie is very nice=) for those who have not watched it, i suggest you should go watch. haha. it's not a horror movie, dont worry.haha. there're some parts which i find it quite funny=) hee.

i cant wait for the day when see hoon, youtian and i go play pool together=) haha. lols. see hoon's going to teach me how to play pool. lols. haha.i've only seen how my friends play pool. but i've not tried it myself.lols. it's okie, i'll try it some day. lols. maybe one of the days after school=) hee.

i miss my ftp friends. hump. i miss all my beloveds.love you guys lots=)

2007-01-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

i enjoyed myself a lot with og33=) haha. we had the mass dance in the morning, followed by the trip to sentosa in the afternooon.haha. it's really great to know those new friends=) haha. most of them are so fun-loving=) especially the 2 eye candies- see hoon and tedson.lols. not forgetting chu xian too=)
today most of the cheers were led by tedson and chu xian. they did a great job!! tedson, my og's dance king, is really great. he picks up the steps very quickly. in addition, he'll remind me of the moves.haha. such a good dance partner.

one of my friends has that ' please laugh at me face '. she's very funny...lols. it's only the second day of school and my crazy laughter is out.hai. and they gave the same comment as my secondary sch friends. they'll say that im having a heart attack or something. lols. and they tried to imitate my stupid action- *poking stomach and laugh ha ha ha* lols. err. if you dont get it never mind.haha. lols. although it's only the second day of school, im starting to love them already=) however, tml i'll miss the fun.lols. they'll be having the dance competition and the councils will teach us the remaining part of the traditional dance=)lols. anyway, nyjc is a very chena school. now i understand what mitchell is trying to say already.. lols.
but, the people there are really nice!!!

2007-01-02T13:04:00.000+08:00

my second day of 2007
yay!!! today i went swimming again=) hee. i still need to exercise for another 2 hours in order to achieve my aim- to exercise 5 hours per week. hee.

message to grace: im not xiao bai already=) hee. yay!!!

anyway, it's quite nice to spend quality time with myself and my pets.haha. i can do whatever i want during this period of time- which is only 2 days. lols. but im contented already. haha.

tomorrow will be my first day of school at NY, and i think im sort of looking forward to it- i guess.lols. haha. anyway, it's time to change a new learning environment as it is part of life. that was what my beloved patt told me last night.haha.

hump, i miss my ftp friends alot. I MISS YOU GUYS!!! secondary school is where i found all my best friends.haha. and we've spent many wonderful moments together. especially during the annual camps, the outings, the activities, and not forgetting the long hours of lessons.haha. ohh ya and most importantly the times when i laugh like a crazy girl, either i laugh alone or i laugh with my friends.lols. it's quite silly lar. hee. okok, i have a sentence which i find it really quite silly. hee. It's nice being silly with a silly friend, doing silly things spending every silly moments together. this is quoted from patt. hee.

that's my beloved patt and i.haha.i love spending silly moments with her.dont we look demure? lols. but there's something which lies behind the smile.haha that's our bombastic laughter.lols.hee. however, we also have our demure side=) hee.patt-my beloved pretty girl=) haha .

ohh ya, i suddenly remember something really funny. hee. there was once, during one of the camps, patt and i shared the same bed. then we started laughing for no reason. we tried to hold our laughters and we succeeded!! yay!! hee.however, the bed started to vibrate.LOL.and mr loh warned us t stop laughing.hee.okie, fine, i find amusing=) hee.

2007-01-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

eeee, things just doesnt seem to go the way i want them to be!!! this is horrible. today is the new year and 2 unhappy things have already fallen upon me. wth. how can this be? im not liking it. urgh. i just hope my heavenly father will do something... im not liking this new year. it's not happy at all.

i just hope that no one would wish me " happy new year " from this moment onwards. or else i'll be so mad!!!

( pardon me, im really angry )

2007-01-01T20:08:00.000+08:00

blessed new year everyone!!!

i must try to fulfil my new year resolutions=) haha today i went swimming at yio chu kang swimming complex. and i swam for 1.5 hours=) yay!!! i think i might be able to exercise for 5 hours this week. haha. however today at the pool a man in his fourties approached me to ask him to be his god daughter.in addition, time and again he kept saying that he's not up to any things which might harm me. lols. i didnt know what to reply him, so i just smiled. lols. then when i came home and told my dad about the whole conversation, he say of course that guy would say that he's not up to something. lols. i hope i dont see that it seems as man again. hai.

i hope that everything will be over soon.

im going to start school soon.im looking forward to jc life eh. but on the other hand, im as afraid of going into a new environment. hump. hope i can adapt to the new environment very quickly=)

2006-12-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

the blindfold

I was trying to feel my way out of that dark place. No matter how I try, I still failed. Instead, what I had in me was fear and lost faith. No matter how wide I try to open my eyes, I still cant see anything. everything was pitch dark. Even though I saw a slight glimpse of light, no matter how hard i tried to I feel my way out, i just cant seem to find the way out.
the reason is because of the blindfold! i was never left in darkness.lols. it was just because of the blind fold which made me think that im in a dark place.
i dont know why im typing this, but i just find it quite meaningful. to me lar. hahha. maybe i was the one who put on the blindfold unintentionally. then i thought that i was in darkness, but in actual fact maybe im not?lols.

it's the the surrounding which is dark. sometimes, you might be the one who covered your eyes and stop yourself from seeing the light? have you ever thought of that? lols. hai, why only until now then i thought of it? hee. but nvm, at least i've figured it out. *clap clap*. lols. aiya,ignore me im just entertaining myself. lols.

my new year resolutions :
1. i must exercise physically at least 5 hours per week.
2. i also need to exercise my faith daily=)
3. im trying to take off that blindfold, and i must do it!! lols.
love is blind, rmb?lols.
4. i must not be affected by the unhappy thing(s) which surrounds me.
the rest i've not thought of it yet. but i'll update it if i remember=)

2006-12-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

footprint in the sand.

one night i had a dream...
i dreamt that i was walking along the beach with the Lord,
when across the sky flashes scenes from my life.
for each scene, i noticed two sets of footprints in the sand.
one belong to me and the other to the Lord.

when the last scene of my life flashed before us
i looked back at the foot prints in the sand.
and i have noticed that many times along the path of life
there is only one set of footprints
i also noticed that it happened at the lowest and saddest times of my life.
and this really bothered me, so i questioned the Lord about it.

chorus;
one step of footprints in the sand
Lord, you promised me you'd hold my hand
tell me why in the troubled times
i look back and only find
one step of footprints in the sand.

Lord, you said that once i decided to follow you
you would walk with me all the way.
but i have noticed that during the most troubled times of my life
there is only one set of footprints in the sand.
i dont understand why in times when i needed you most
you should leave me.
and the Lord replied," my precious, precious childi love you
and i would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering.
when you saw only one set of footprints in the sand,
it was then i was carrying you."

one set of footprints in the sand, oh yes i understand
through every storm he carried me.
now i praise the Lord each time i see
one set of footprints in the sand, one set of footprints in the sand...

when ever im feeling down i'll listen to this song, or else i'll be singing it to myself. lols.the image of the Lord carrying me would instantly appear in my mind. i dont know why. but it will cheer me up a little. cause i know that the troubled times will be over soon, with the prescence of my heavenly father. and i really do hope that this troubled time of my life will be over soon...

i dont whether to believe him. is he really telling me the truth? there're many questions in my mind now. i really hope that they'll be answered. initially i was very mad when i saw what appeared in the message. however the anger was replaced with disappointment after a while...

tomorrow will be the last day of work at my mum's office=) then next wednesday i'll be going to school already=) yay!!! i look forward to jc life=) haha. however on the other hand, i will miss my friends... im sure secondary school life would be the best time ever=) haha. i met many good friends and i've also learnt many life-time experiences. in addition, i've also proven my mum's point about some _____ people. ( although i've been trying to convience myself not to believe her, however certain incidents has proven me wrong...)

i think that's all for today=) i'll be dam free after tomorrow haha. so most probably i'll blog more often.yay!!

2006-12-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

the day has arrived already. the one which i've been expecting. we're back to our initial status( i suppose) ....

2006-12-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

the results for my posting is out already. haha. and i've got accepted by my second choice=) hee.

today i went to visit my grandma, who's in hospital. then i saw my cousin again=) haha lols. last week when i visited grandma, that was the first time i met him=) haha lols. he's quite tall- taller than me, that's why i say he's tall. hee- his dimple can be seen clearly when he smiles. haha. small eyes, single eyelid. and he's dam tan!!! my goodness. hump. i wish i can have his tan. lols.
he's a smart boy and i felt so inferior talking to him. lols. ( maybe because he has a smart brother?) last week he came to talk to me while our parents were in the ward together with my grandma. haha. that time we felt so awkward. lols. but we still chatted for quite a while until our parents came out of the ward.but today when i saw him, he was so shy. haha. so funny. lols. even his mum also said so. haha.
i hope i can see him in tp some day. lols. maybe he'll come and say " hi" to me? haha lols. silly me, day-dreaming agian. lols.
* i've just acknowleged ANOTHER cousin. hump.

im working at my mum's office for this month. hump. then i have very little time to meet up with my friends, especially him. i miss you guys lots!!! hump. but no worries, i'll catch up with you guys soon=) haha lols.

btw, the person whom i talked about in my previous post is none other then my son( i just acknowledged him not very long ago. hee)- benson, the horrible one=) hee. lols.

2006-12-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

since mid of sec 3 we sat together. this is because our beloved miss ho wanted the class to have peace=) hee. cause he and his gay partners were gaying in class=) haha thus they created lots of havoc.haha.
our pencils are like our life time partner. my pencil is my beloved husband. where as his pencil is his dearest wife.hee. at times we will kidnap each other's husband/wife. hee. the main reason is because.... we're competing maths!!! he'll hold my pencil and he stops me from writing until he has caught up with me already then he'll let go of my husband.unfair right? but sometimes, i'll help him look after his wife. cause he will never bring a pencil box to school. haha lols. and we need our life time partners to be with us when we write=) haha. we cant live without them, life would be so miserable. tsktsk. hee.

im like is stupid alarm clock. when ever there's a change in periods( lessons) i have to wake him up. the teachers never fail to ask me to wake him up. haha. his stupid blur face is dam funny. the way he frowns his eyebrows. haha. you got to see it for yourselves. haha lols.

other then an alarm clock, im also there to nag at him the whole day. haha lols. that's why he started to call me " mummy". whenever he sleeps in class, i'll take out my concubines( uni ball pen) to write 'love notes' to him lols.want to know what i wrote to him? haha. i'll write to him things like, " wake up, it's time to study" ," stop pig-ing" , " you're so mean", " big bully", " cheater", "big at liar, pants on fire", " stop sleeping" and i love to draw smiley face=) ahha.

whenever it comes to notes, he'll always lose them haha lols. all his papers are folded into half and then he'll put into his bag. haha. after that he'll go back to sleep if he doesnt like the teacher.
and he'll do miss ho's maths homework during her lessson. lols.

usually we have double maths( additional/elementary) lesson, every 25 mins he'll ask miss ho for break. lols. he'll raise his voice and say, " wa, cannot tar han already!! miss ho!! break ah!! break!! aaaaaaahhhhh" . then miss ho's reply will be, " very fast one, faster do.", " liling, tell him what's the homework." but at times, if he feels like it, we'll compete maths=) haha. miss ho will issue us the thick set of papers, then we'll compete in class see who finishes the paper first. haha . or else, we'll see who has achieved higher marks for the class test or exam.

well, now that we have not seen each other for quite some time, im missing the days when we disturbed each other. but there's one thing which he always say me!! he'll say im fat. urgh. he'll say, " mummy, you fat already" so mean right?
those days were indeed memorable=) haha.

im talking about someone close to me. haha make a guess=) ahha lols.

2006-12-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

jingzhi. ling+birthday cake=) hee.
same ear stats=) hee. take a closer look=) hee.
yay!! we're going to cut the cake!!! aaaaahhhhhhhh
smiles, the smiling siblings say cheese=)
josh.ling.jiaying=) haha smiles.

picture speaks a thousand words=) hee. these pictures were taken at vivo city=) haha lols. perry-my beloved bro and i celebrated our brithdays there=) hahaha. and i had a great time with his clique, my daughter-jy !! haha.

haha what do i have to say? i just feel so blessed!!! haha.

2006-12-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

i instantly know that they both dont belong together and 'it' is not the one.

2006-11-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

jo and ling.smiles.
ling.valentine.ka.
same birthday=) haha.
ling.espall.muacks
my first hair style.=)

it has been quite some time since i last blogged.haha.23 nov was my school's grad night. it was held in furama city centre hotel.haha. that night was fun!!!!
ohh ya, mitchell was my school's prom king and lee jiaying was my school's prom queen.hahah.
after the event 10 of us, 8 of my classmates and i together with aiamn and his girlfriend, went for ice-cream at the singapore river.haha.
after that, aiman and his gf left and the 8 of us went for a movie-happy feet. happy feet is a nice cartoon.haha, you should go catch it!! hhaa.
we met up with mengliang and his clique, and we watched the movie together=) haha.
the movie ended at 3 plus 4am. haha, mitch and hx left us.boo hoo. but lols. haha. the rest of us walked the entire orchard.
in the end we sat at mac for breakfast, waiting for the clock to strike 6am.hee, so that we dont have to pay for the midnight fare=) hee.
ml and i took the same cab as we're heading for the same direction,we stay in the north.haha.
i reached home at around 6.20am. haha.
i slept at 7am, i was so tired that day.haha. lols.
however, that night was great!!!

2006-11-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

i shall post 2 posts today=) hee.but this post will be a short one=) haha.
i had a great time today with my classmates at east coast=) haha. we bbq!!! and i had an abrasion while cycling!! urgh. it pissed me off.i cant cycle for long distance. i'll post the pics after i recevive it from my friends=) haha.

i had my graduation night at furama on 23 nov=) haha i had a great time too. hee. i'll post the pictures on my blog tomorrow. haha as im quit tired today=) hee.

finally i can go chruch already!!! haha yay!!! im been waiting for this day for very long!!! haha . but it's okie, it'a going to arrive soon!! haha i miss my brother!!! haha .

2006-11-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

i just did a personality test, and this are the results=) haha.

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

another personality test? haha im too bored!!! haha. lols

1.You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2.You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3.You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

5.Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

lols, another one.haha, i think i reall have nothing better to do.lols.
MY LOVE STYLE!!! LOL.
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

2006-11-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

O LEVELS' OVER!!! YAY!! IT'S OVER!!!! FINALLY.I've been waiting for this day for so long!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. no more o levels=) hee. im free!!!! yay!!! free like a bird=) yay!!! im overjoyed=) yay!!! so happy eh=) hee.o level's over o levels' over!!! hee.

today i went to dress-hunting with yh.hee. she sure knows me best=) haha. she just has to walk on my right. haiyo, dont know what's the problem with her.hahha. we went to a few shops to look for the dress. but i finally bought a white tube dress from daniel yam=) haha. yay!! so happy=) at last, im quite ready for grad night=) haha. now all i have to do is to go on diet=) haha.yay!!! all thanks to yh, i found my dress=) haha.

now i can slack OFFICAILLY hee. lols. yay!!! im so happy=) yeappy=) im going to go watch my cartoons=) yay!! ohh, power puff girls will be back on sat 10 am on kids central. be sure to watch=) hee.

2006-11-17T08:42:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i'll be going back to the river by next week!!! yeappy=) my brother first brought me there when i was in primary school.however, i cannot attend the service everyweek.but the brother and sisters there are really nice and amiable. we're all considered as the children of God, thus we'll love each other=) haha. it was then, i realized that love can come in all forms-family love, love towards your friends, love between your beloved and also your pets.they all catagorized under LOVE!!
the power of love is really amazing!!! it has changed my opinion towards love. it is never possible to keep receiving love from others. one also has to give your love to the people around you. only then, you'll be able to feel the love that others are giving you=) hahaha. it's teach you how to treasure your love ones too=) haha

the song below is one of my favourite songs.hahaha=) it's really nice!!! aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh. hee.

come holy spirit
come holy spirit follow me now
i need your annoiting come in your power
i love you holy spirit, you're capitaviting my soul
and everyday i grow to love you more

chorus x2
come holy spirit follow me now
i need your annoiting come in your power
i love you holy spirit , you're capitavitng my soul
and everyday i grow to love you more.
i'm reaching for your heart,
you hold my life in your hands.
drawing me closer to you, i feel your power renew.
nothing compares to this place where i can see you face to face
i worship you in spirit and in truth.

x2
im reaching for your heart,
you hold my life in your hands.
drawing me closer to you, i feel your power renew.
nothing compares to this place where i can see you face to face
i worship you in spirit and in truth.

x4
i worship you in spirit and in truth

2006-11-15T08:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday's a maths paper was okay. im looking forward to my last paper-phy/chem mcq!!!! yay!!! hee. later i'll be having my geography mcq at 4.30 pm!!! wao!! that's dam late ah. haiyo.lols.and now im too lazy to do my tys=) haha so i've decided to blog, so early in the morning=) hee.

hee thanky the gift of God for the present=) loves=)

hump, i think i should do study already=) hahha. lols. im only left with 3 more papers!!! yes yes yes!!! hee. yay!!

loves=) haha take cares=) hee

2006-11-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

i just realized something, i cant play crazy taxi!! lols. i cant get control of the wheels.hahah i think im super lousy can.hahha lols. but nvm,hahaha at least i know which button's for reverse and which is the forward button.lols.ahaha i just figured it out today=) hhaha lols. i think i've spent too much quality time with my books, then now i dont know how to play that stupid game lols. hee.hahaha. what to do. hee. ]
but i was suppose to be studying hee.aiya. i think i'll go sleep soon=) hee. playing game makes me so tired.hai, is it just me or the game? lols. hahaha i think should be the game ah.ahhaha , it's horrible.hee. lols. * i just have to comfort myself* ahha lols.

* yawns* ahaha bed time!!! nights=) hahaah gaming is bad!! hee. it makes one tired easily!! lols.

2006-11-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

stupid blogger.lols.i cant upload the picture which i want to talk about.lols.
okies, but it is okies.hahah. i still can talk about it.
the picture was taken during the secondary 2 camp in 2005.hahha. the camp was held at labordor. we were so excited to get the camp shirt.hahah so we decided to take a picture together with the shirt.hahaha. besides, the picture was taken when we just woke up not long ago.hahha. never mind, when the stupid blogger allows me to upload the picture then i'll do so.

i just finished practising a maths.hahah. then after blogging i'll do the geography tys!!! urgh!! another 4 more papers to go.haha. a bit more to the finishing line-the end of the exams=) hahah lols. then i can go enjoy myself like mad.yay!!!

2006-11-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

i still have 4 more papers to go. hahah lols. FOUR MORE!! yay!!!

today my brother asked my mum about me=) hee. i cant wait to go over to his house to stay=) hahah. and he asked my mum if i can go church together with him on sundays=) hahah yay!!! i really cant wait for that day to arrive.hee. happy eh.

however, im super depressed now. lols. hahah so ive decided that i'll go MIA for tonight=) lols. maybe tomorrow.hahha lols. haiyo. nono. maybe i should go call my brother( the naughty one) to disturb him. hee. i forgot to wish im happy birthady on the 9th of nov=) haha, which is yesterday.lols. hhaha .yes!! that shall be my plan for the night=) hee. then i have to go sleep already=) hahaha.

we can do it!!! a little bit more to go!!! 20 nov-last day of o levels=) hee. yay!!.

2006-11-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

this is madness!!! horrible. hahah lols. the coming week is our 'hard-core' week.hahaha dear friends, take good care of yourself during this period of time. drink plenty of water and SLEEP EARLY!!!!! it is extremely important!!! hee. lols.

20 nov, ahahahaha. im coming!! hee lols. okies.

gtg=) hee. blogging during my break time. haha lols.

2006-11-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

i love my brother!!! ahahhahahaha. i cant wait for december=) hahah, then i'll go back to mummy's office. i'll get to see my 2 big brothers- white and black piggy=) hee. that's stupid pig!!! urgh. he always bully me when im young and he loves to see me cry.ha. but now i don cry so easily already. so now im the one who always prank call him to disturb im.haha. telling him nonsense like how much i miss him and also knowing how much he loves me.lols. hai. thick-skin. hee. no lar, only to that black pig=) hee. lols.
ohh ya. i love my brother=) hahah, he just came back and he has not forgotten about his beloved sister in singapore=) hee. he bought me a bangle with the name " karen" on it=) hahaha. that was my 'dream' name when i was young.haha in case if you dont know. hee. waa, i was so glad that my brother remembers it, even though it has been years since i've mentioned about it=) hahah. i love you loads bro=) hee. yay!!! dec i'll go over to his house to create havoc=) hee. yay!!! i think he'll be irritated with me?? hee. i dont know. hahah.
i love you lots brothers=) haha.

to my beloved.hahha sorry eh. tml i'll have to stay at home to study ss. hahah. cause i'm not finished with all my revision.haha. sorry. happy 10 months=) hahaha. tml's not a normal sunday okies=) hahha. i think you're the heartless one who has forgotten right?hai tsktsk.hee. anyway. take cares=) loves.

hahah im having my o levels now!!! another 16 days then my o levels will come to an end!!! hee. yay!!! lols.bye=) S.I.P. ( studying/slacking in process) hahah lols.

love love.
please have enough sleep the night before o levels. DONT BURN MIDNIGHT OIL!!! not good for health!! haha.lols. drink plenty of water and have adequate sleep, so as to prevent pimples outbreak.hahha.lols. * yawn*

2006-10-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

yay!!! 4 more days to o levels. are you excited? hee. i cant wait to get over it as soon as possible=) hahha. yesterday i had i great time studying together with bes at starbucks.hahah, there were many pretty girls there can. haiyo, they're all very blessed girls=) ahaha. then bes and i were "admiring" them while we study.ha- but we did study of course!! we didnt went there just to see the girls lar=) hahah.

the next time when you're about to sign any contracts, please read the terms and conditions PROPERLY!!! dont miss out any thing. which also includes the commas.hahah.today i read about an article on the friday newpaper, i was dam shocked can. haiyo. okies, now look at the sentence below:
" this agreement shall... continue in force for a period of five (5) years from the date it is made, and therefore for successive five (5) year terms, unless and until terminated by one year prior notice..."

horrible!!! take note of the COMMAS. hahah. that's the killing on.hahah, that person lost $1.4m just because of that stupid commas.he misinterpreted that sentence. then he breached that contract, that was why he lost $1.4m.tskstk. lols. haiyo.after reading that aritcle, i remembered what my english tutor told me, " dont use your comma like as is it is free.lols. "haha. deadly commas.hahah. horrible horrible.ahhaha. so next time, sign all contracts with CARE!! hee

lols. i dont know i blogged about this also.ahaha. just for fun? =) hee.

2006-10-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

yay!! today i had breakfast together with my brother. hee. yh joined us for breakfast too, but she never eat anything. hee. lols.

ohh ya i forgot to mention something, i have a nice little cactus now.hee. and it's name is matthew. hahah. yups, now matthew's sitting on my study table.hee. hai, but last night i did some horrible thing to matthew.hump, and till now, im still feeling rather guilty... hai, i made him look weird. lols. hee. but it's okie.hahah.

im not sure what has happened, but i dont feel that sense anxiety within me. hump. am i being too complacent already? im not too sure. so now i think i just do what ever i've planned for myself.lols.i really hope im not being too complacent.hump.

7 more days to o levels.haha, my first paper would be literature.lols.hahaha. i've nothing to say about literature.hahaha. if i can pass my combine humanities, i think i'll fly to the sky can? lols. hahaha. lols, talk to much also no use.hahah. the most important thing is to study hard. only then, one can achieve his/her targets=) hee.

okies, i think i should go sleep already. im like a panda now can.hahah. cause i only had 6 hours of sleep yesterday. and im EXTREMELY UNHAPPY about it.lols. hahah. i need t go catch up on my sleep=) weeee, nights=)

hahaha, take care ppls
loves=)

2006-10-24T11:11:00.000+08:00

8 more days left to my first english written paper!!! very soon, i'll leave secondary school already. i'll miss my beloveds!! hump. lols.
ohh ya, i shouldnt be thinking about these things now. i should be studying. lols. hee. after blogging then i'll go back to study already.

take care ppls=) ahhah loves

2006-10-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i think i would adopt another study method which my friend taught me=) hahaha.
-spend 2hours per subject everyday.
-sleep early, by 10 pm=)
--------> never burn midnight oil-it doesnt work for me.
furthermore it's bad for health hee.
-wake up early, around 7am=)
-------> set your biological alarm clock=) hee, cause there many papers which starts in the morning=) hee.
- do your tys like mad!!!
- do revision papers like drink water.lols.
- dont know any questions, ask for help!!! hahha

lols, the above would be the study method which i would like to adopt for the next 29 days=) hahaha.yups=) 29 days later would be the last day of my o level paper!!! yay!!!

ML!!! shopping okies haha, dont forget=) hahaha.

loves=)

2006-10-20T10:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had my practical and i was a little angry with myself, hai. but it is okie ah, cause i've tried my best. hahah lols. be happy!!! the most important thing to do=) hee.

recently i've been feeling rather lethargic. i just feel like sleeping my day away. hump, but i cant, cause o levels' around the corner. hump, the time i spent sleeping flies past so quickly. haiyo, what's wrong with me, lols. i'm deprived of sleep!!! hhaha nvm after my o levels i shall sleep at 8 pm for 3 days.hee. i must pamper myself!!! hahaha, 12 hours of sleep everyday and you'll see a happy liling.hee. 9 hours of sleep, you'll see smiling liling. but if 6 hours or lesser, hmmm.... actually i also dont know, maybe extreme mood swings? hee. not too sure, next time i shall notice what happens when i have less then 6 hours of sleep=) hee. cause at the moment i forgot already.hee.

okies, i think i should continue with my bio already, cause later i'll be going to school to find my beloved. then followed by my dental appointment=) hee.

take care
loves=) hee

2006-10-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

I love you lots brother!!! hee. must cook something nice for me when you come back=) hee. please dont ps me and mummy okiess, hee. lols. i hope you can see this hee. i know that now you have sis carol already, but ur little sister and mummy loves you=) hee.

lols, this is at random. hee. okies, im going to sleep already, very tired.

2006-10-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

today i had my biology practical.it was okie ah, i hope so=) hee. thursday i'll have my phy/chem practical. hump. i dont think i can finish my tys 3 times before all my exams. haha look at the rate im going. i've been slacking for the entire day. i wasnt like how i used to be.hahha. well, it's okie. hump.

tomorrow i'll be seeing my brother off at changi airport. unfair!!! he brought his gf for the overseas trip. hump hump hump hump hump.hee. lols, i have o levels lar.hahha. it's okie. after my o levels i'll go over to his house to stay over.hahahah. then i can bug him the entire day.yay!!! then i can have a hear-to-heart talk with my brother=) hee. ithas been a really long time since i last talked to my brother alreday. this is because for the pat few months we have been rather busy with our own things. hump. kor kor dont want me already, cause he has found himself a gf thus he dont care abt his little siter here!!!! hahaha lol. nvm ah. wait for me brother.hee, december.hahaha. i think he was shocked when i told him that i want to go over to his house to stay after my o's . he thought that i was going to stay there for the entire month.hahah i guess it would be a disaster.hee. i would drive my brother mad=) hee. what to do, so long never talk to him.hee. i must try to go over esp on friday nights.hahaha cause there be a home cell group at my brother's house.hahahahahahha. yes yes yes.hee. ohh ya, i was talking about tomorrow- we're going to the airport for lunch=) hahah.

im so sorry if during the second week of o's i cant meet up with you, cause i'll be having 10 important papers in that particular week. yups=) hahaha. hardcore.all the memory work. hump, 5 nov falls on a sunday=) hee. unfortunately, 6 nov, monday, i'll be having my ss and e maths paper1. hump. depressed.

dont be too stress okies. you can do it=) taking " oxygen " is BAD. BAD. it's not good for health, no matter how stress you are. rmb=) hee.

*smiling*
take care people=) hee.
ohh ya, horrible horrible haze, hai, cannot take it. stupid haze, terrible terrible.

2006-10-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

today i had a great day with my friends=) hahah, we took some photos with yihui's camera.haha, she has not upload them yet, so i cant post it on my blog=) hee. yay!!! gawlu, yh say i look very demure today=) hee. aiya, you never see me.hai. wasted.so stop calling me manure. wth.lols.

tomorrow i'll start my revision once again.although i may have some difficulities to sit down to concentrate, but i'll still try=) hee. i MUST study hard.hump. yay!!! i want to paste my notes on my wall.hee, then my whole room will be filled with notes on the wall.wa, then the room will be considered as a knowledge room=) hee. lols. i think my mum will scream her heads off if she comes into my room next week.hahah. im planning to write more notes to paste on the wall next week.hahaha. it sounds nice. do you think so? hee.

4e1 , please visit our class blog okies, for more updates regarding the class outing. and give either me or jodie ur replies=) hahah. i love you lots my dear friends=).
i'll miss you guys a lot. hump. after spending 2 years with you guys, i think all of you are great!!! very interesting character.hee. but i like. hee. but not forgetting our beloved miss ho.hahah. our form teacher, the kid in her is really, wao____________ big.hahaha.

take care love you lots
ling=)

2006-10-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

hai, as usual i did not complete the to-do-list, which i planned on wednesday. hahha till today i've not finish the bowen paper.im such a slacker. hump. nvm, i must relax first.hahaha. liling, you deserve a break=) hee.

today i went to nyjc, and i enjoyed myself there. the school is really nice!!! oh my goodness, i'll study hard to get into nyjc.hee. yay!!! i've got a new force to drive me to study already hahah.yay!!

grace pls DO NOT play that darn song, the song which was sang by a horrible singer. i make sure i'll skin you alive if you were to play it tonight. i hope you're sneezing now when im typing this post=) hee. mhaha( evil laughter ) hahha. hump.

kor kor, im still waiting for your call.hahha, it has been quite sometime since i last chat with my brother on the phone.hahha.so now im waiting for his call.hump.

ohh ohh, you know what, i realized that all elder brothers are the same!!!! my goodness. when i was in sec one, there was once when i felt really sick and i wanted to go home. then the school called my mum to come and pick me up. then my mum asked my brother to bring me home instead. well, the first thing which my brother said to me was, " are you sure you're sick? want to go home then say lar. cause me so much trouble, i have to come all the way from home to come school fetch you. dam lazy eh you. " but i was really sick what. hai. then we went for fast food before we go home. but when we reached home and my mum asked my brother where he brought me for lunch, he replied, " we had something light, not fast food." lols.
then a few days agao, i saw this scene happening again.hahah but this time that younger sibling is not me. he's marcus.hahaha. then the older bro is matt.hahaha. he said almost exactly the same thing as what my bro said.lols. hai , my bro and him has something similar, they're bully their younger sibling even when they're sick.and they'll refuse to believe that their younger siblings are sick.hump.

lols. bro, im still waiting.hee.lols.
i love you lots.hee. get well soon=)

2006-10-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

im here again!!! there's school tomorrow. hee.
the plan for tomorrow-
1.bowen emaths paper 1 and 2 .
2.biology paper 2 ,2003.

that's all for tomorrow. and tomorrow i'll sit down to plan my study timetable=) hee. i must be realistic=) hee. lols. it is important to plan your study timetable properly, so that you can finish your revision on time=) hee. PLAN!!! lols.

must sleep early okies.hahah it's important to have adequate sleep. we cant afford to fall sick during this crucial moment.hee. so must take care of your health okies=) love you lots my dears=) hee.

loves. nights.

2006-10-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

the followings which i've typed are at random=) i just type what ever that comes to my mnd at the moment=) hee.

wao, i can never imagine such things would happen in my life, though i have dreamt about it before, but it is so __________. this crazy thought did came to my mind a few times, but i didnt bother to think much about it.it's because i never thought it would happen. phew..it was really dam close can. hai, mummy at basement and him running out. hee. lols. like an drama series.hee.

my heart was pounding against my chest even after he left. hai, i seriously couldnt believe such thing would happen!!!! wa, grace you dam power pack ah. hee. we were talking about this issue last night and indeed, it occured TODAY. wao. hee. it's so amazing=) hee.

well tomorrow i have NO school=) hee. however, i wouldnt go out to play already. i have to stay at home to study=). hee. i've been slacking quite a lot for the past 2 weeks or so. hence i have to start to buck up again=) gogogo liling yo can do it=) hee lols.

i hope tomorrow i'll be able to concentrate well and i'll not lose focus so easily.hump. it's difficult to start studying for long hours.hahah. i just realized taht i have so many maths paper to do=) yay!!! i'll be free from boredom=) hee. study study study. lols.

i love you lots ppl=) hee loves.

2006-10-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

yay!! i just received the pictures from grace=) hahaha. they're taken during the study " camp" hahha it was so fun!!! hee.

that's grace, jiaying, and me=) hahah our messy haia and tired smile=) hahah.

the other one is taken by grace. i was studying and smiling.lols. that's what i usually do=) hee. smile while i study.hahah, me and my stupid spec and obseen sitting position=) hee. but i dont care, cause every one also any how sit=) hee.yay!!!

2006-10-08T11:06:00.000+08:00

im just typing what comes to my mind at the moment. cause one stupid gay has just irriatted me. lols. and i cant stand this gay.urgh, stupid gay.talk so much rubbish. eeeeeeeeeeee.
he's from my school and is a prefect. well i know him through LTC. hahaha, nvm at least we( councils and some of the other leaders) had fun disturbing him.lols. when he was asleep, we moved his bed out of the room.lols. but he is a light sleeper. hai, hence we only managed to bring him to stairs outside the room. cause he's dam heavy!!!! my goodness!!!! hai, lucky him. even the 6 of us couldnt lift him up. what to do, he's dam tall!!!! and heavy.hee. im not irritaed anymore=) cause i remembered what he said when he woke up.hee. he thought that the bed in whuch he slept on is evil... EVIL.. hee. cause the bed is wet, underneath his pillow was filled with sweet wrappers, his bed was moved. lols. it was so funny lar. luckily he dont know that i have a blog.ahhaha so i can blog about him.lols. hai, grace and i lsugh till we fell off the bed.hee. cause i wasnt suppose to be sleeping in that room, but i went over to gossip with some of my friends=) hahah, so we came out with stupid ideas.lols. that was me when i was in sec 3. now im sec 4 already,no more nonsense from liling already.hahah.lols. im a good girl now=) - lying to myself again.but it's okies!!!

hahah, i think i should continue to study already=) hahah, i shouldnt be typing nonsense again=) hee. loves everyone.
ohh ya, must take care okies, cause the haze is really terrible now!!! must drink more water and try to stay indoors=)

2006-10-07T18:36:00.000+08:00

haha im here to make some amendments to my previous post. i went to watch movie with matthew.haha ya lar, he's more than a friend. can? lols. anyway, hope you had a great time together with your friends today=)

anyway i just reach home not long ago and im super tired.hahah, but i enjoyed myself for the past 2 days.hahah. all of us were so hardworking.omg!!! hahah yay!!! im so happy=) well, though the LC was a little cold, but we slept closely together, so it's not so bad.hahah. ya, i was saying that im very tired. ya, i think i should go sleep already. yay!! my 12 hours of sleep, im coing for you. tomorrow morning when i wake up then i'll study again.hahha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my beloved matthew hahah. dont say i never wish you okies.hahah. lols. just kidding ah. yay!! lala land, im coming for you=) hee. see you there grace=) hee. loves.

2006-10-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

hahha, today i went for a movie with my friend this afternoon=) , the movie is quite nice=) it's rob-b-hood.hahah, i think you should go watch it, some parts are quite funny.hahah.

ohh ya, hahah tomorrow i'll be going for the study camp=) hee. i hope my mum would allow... yay!!! i can be away from home for the next 2 days=) well, i'll sure miss my beloved orange. im sure she'll miss me too, right my darling?? hahah lols. she said yes.hahah. i know that=) cause it's very normal.hee.

i hate the haze!!! stupid forest fire, ignorant people who set the fire, hai. why ? why? why must the wind change its direction. see lar, now it's blowing the haze over to singapore again ah. hai. please drink plenty of water and must rest well.hahah=) so that you'll not fall sick. especially those who are having their major exams soon, or even now.hahah. sleep, it's very very important!!!! must SLEEP.=)

i think i should go do my maths already, hee miss ho, i reach home at around 7pm. but i'll still complete one set of maths paper as promised=) hahaha. im going to do now, so i think i should stop blogging. or else miss ho will nag at me, " why never do maths?? tsktsk, must go home do maths. cannot go out hee" lols.

loves=) and happy 9th month =)

2006-10-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

im too lazy to continue with yesterday's post.hahah.

heys tomorrow, so how's the dog? hahha, hope you had enough sleep last night.hahah. rmb to tag eh.lols. any way, study hard for your o levels=) hahha.

there'll be school from 2 oct to 10 oct. then i'll have my study break already=) hahha. i think in the mean time there'll be a study camp=) sounds nice yeah?

loves=) haha. now i must make it a point to sleep by 11 EVERY NIGHT!! nights=) loves

2006-09-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

How can i cope with stress?

1. know who you are
- a lot of stress in life results from our wearing of masks, being unreal woth others, living double lives or trying to be someone we're not.

2. know whom you're trying to please.
-you know you cant please everybody. it's foolish to try to do something that even God doesnt do!! hahaha

3. know what you want to accomplish.
- you either decide what is important in your life or else you let other people tell you what is important in your life. you MUST set piorities, or else you'll live by pressure.

4. focus on one thing at a time.
- when we diffuse our efforts, we're ineffective.

to be continued... hahah

2006-09-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

+The keys of love+
The key to love is UNDERSTANDINGâ€¦The ability to comprehend not only the spoken word,but those unspoken gestures, the little things thatsay so much by themselves.

The key to love is FORGIVENESS..to accept each otherâ€™s faults and pardon mistakes,without forgetting-but with remembering what youlearn from them.

The key to love is TRUST..though dark doubts lie in hollowed in hollowed thoughts,it must shine brightly on with reassuring radiance thatsuppresses fear with faith. The key to love is SHARING..Facing your good fortunes as well as the bad,together; both conquering problems foreversearching for ways to intensify your happiness..

The key to love is GIVING..without thought of return, but with the hope of just asimple smile and by giving in, but never up.

The key to love is RESPECT..Realizing that you are two separate people withdifferent ideas; that you donâ€™t belong to each other,but that you belong with each other and share a mutualbond.

The key to love is INSIDE US ALL..It takes time and patience to unlock all the ingredientsthat will take you to it threshold; it is a continual learningprocess that demands a lot of work..But the rewards aremore that worth the effort.

Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others.Itâ€™s because we are different that each of us is special.Do not set your goals by what other people deem important.Only you know what is best for you.

Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart.Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless.Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for thefuture.By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life.Do not give up when you have something to give Nothing is really over until themoment you stop trying.

It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other.Do not be afraid to encounter risk. It is by taking chances that we learnhow to be brave.Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find.The quickest way to receive love is to give love; the fastest way to lose love isto hold it to tightly.

Do not dismiss your dreams.To be without dreams, is to be without hope.To be without hope, is to be without purpose.Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you have been,but also where you are going.Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored each step of the way.

2006-09-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

heys, my friends say i dont look tanner eh. hai. i think 3 hours under the sun is not enough.hahah.lols. never mind ah, i think if i were to tan till chao tar then my dad will scream his head off. haha.

haha, i dont think i want to mention about my results yet. hahah. the teachers cheat our feeling la, hai, they have not finish marking our papers. lols. so maybe by monday then we'll get all the prelim results back.lols. hump, i think must work harder for my o levels already, especially my bio practical it is really terrible. hai.. lols.

ohh ya, it has been a long time since i last saw the old folks. i miss them!!! especially mr tan and mr chua- my clients for the weekly visit.hahha. i wonder if they miss me and my group of friends who served them for about a year. hahah.maybe i should go see them tomorrow?
haha, ya, after badminton!!!hahah. give them a surprise. hope i'll be able to go!! haha.

i hope tml's results will be better than today's.haha. lols. nvm, at least i know that i've tried my best.hence, i have no regrets=) hee. lols.

love you lots my beloved. take care=) hahaha.

2006-09-27T23:01:00.001+08:00

today is a wonderful day!!!

1) i went swimming with my friend. we completed 18 laps=) one of my golden rule- exercising.

2) tanning!! i think i've become tanner=) hahah.yay!!

3) last paper for prelim. i'll give myself a break, monday then i'll start my revision again. haha, cause i know i've worked hard for my prelim and i need a break!!!hahaha.

4) tomorrow i can sit with my him.hahah, my newly acknowledged son, cause he has stopped smoking for the past 1 week.hahah. yay!!! lols. and i can bully him again.hahah. by sweeping my eraser dust on him=) hee. i feel im so evil. but nvm=) hee.

5) cause i saw him today?? hahah. maybe that is one of the reasons??

today gee made me wake up so early to go school teach him chemistry. hahah, lols he's dam lucky la, wallow. the question that he asked me in the morning has appeared in the question eh.hai. super lucky la gee. hump.lols.nvm.

tomorrow will be a heart attack day. hahah, i'll be taking back most of my results tml. then i'll get back ALL my results by friday!!!

hahah
nights=)
loves=)

2006-09-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

2006-09-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

hahaha.finally, one more paper to go, then my prelim will come to an end. hee. but i'll get back all my results by this friday-heart attack day!!!.hahah.

today's geography was quite ok. but my a maths.... i also dont what to say about it=) hee. it's okie. at least i've tried my best right?? haha no regrets. even if i were to make any careless mistakes AGAIN.hahah. i dont know?? im super prone to careless mistakes=) hahah.

yay!!! tomorrow i'll go swimming with bez after my phy/chem mcq=) hahaha. i think my dad will nag at me again when i reach home after the swim. he dont like me to be tan. cause he said that it's not good for health-uv rays, they might cause some of our cells to mutate=) hee. okies. i shall not go on with the cell mutation part.haha.

i cant wait for tomorrow.ling!!! you deserve a break!!! hahah.yay!!! till take a break until next monday then i'll start studying for o levels again=).hahah.

happy birthday SHAMINE!!! hahaha. hope you had a great today today=) hee. loves=) muacks. after our o levels we shall go swimming together okies?? pinky=) hee. still remember how to swim?? hahah lols. loves=) one more paper to go!! jia you!!