heys.i'm back again.today i shall quickly type this post then go sleep already.i'm feeling so so tired.but i never exercised today le,also not sure why.maybe my mind's tired ah.ha-i was rather speechless when i saw that sms.well.i just hope history does not reapeat itself once again.maybe the outcome might turn out to be the same?there are several tell-tale signs already.but i think i'll just choose to allow the mighty one to make the decision for me.or maybe let time make the decision.because i really don't know what to do.
this is the most diffiicult month we've ever been through.that's what i feel la.this doesn't seem to go really well.there are many conflicts between us recently.i just hope this would come to an end.i just hope that everything will resume back to normal.although i know if i were to just sit back and do nothing,things will not turn out well.but i really don't know what to do.but i've learnt something-just keep ur mouth shut.
i don't want this fantasy to end.hmm.but i just don't know what to do.should i take the first step??my mind and heart are contradicting with each other.each wants to do different thing.
i'm so confused.now i'm struggling with pride that's within me once again.
i think i just need more wisdom.allow love to continue to flow into us.
think think think think think think think think think think think think think think think think think,and still thinking.
if you are reading this post( if you bother to know how i feel ).i really hope things will work out well.i don't wish to let go, nor do i want to make a choice between 2 persons whom i love.even though they are of different love....i don't know how to sms you tonight.ya.
i'm tired already so i shall sleep early tonight,ive got a maths test tomorrow.
will things turn out well??? i have no idea.besides,i didn't throw any temper today.i just stop smiling.even though i have a pact with him.*notice there are very little "hahaha." in this post.
nights
Ling
