hahah=) i'm so happy today.you know what?? yesterday after watching the movie, click,suddenly miss my aunty a lot.she's my guo po, my mum's aunt.i really miss her dearly.i also dunno why=) maybe because she brought my mum up since she was a little girl. i think she's great!!! she has quite a number of cats in her house and 2 dogs,one of them is called gu pi.hahha=) i think the name's quite cute ah=) she's really nice. i love her lots=) she's an old lady in her 60s i think. aiya, no matter how old she is, she'll always be young in my heart=)
oh ya, as i was saying,i told my mum that i miss her a lot.then my mum called her this afternoon, but she ask me not to go over today.cause i think she'll not be free ah. so she ask me to go over to her house tml night for dinner=) she'll cook for me=) yea!!!!!! happy happpy happy=) hahah=) i love her cooking cause they're fantastic. i really look forward to tml. so that i can go see her.
i just went to my grandpa's house today. all my aunty, uncles and cousins were there too. i went over after my tuition to have lunch=) ha- although i love my dad and my grandpa, but at times i just dun feel comfortable at the family gatherings.i feel rather awkward. maybe because i'm not blood-related to my cousins.therefore it is really difficult to mix around with them?? i also dunno. i feel like an outcast there but my dad jus dun understand.hump.since he loves me, i'll have to please him by going to those whatever gathering with him.there's an up coming family outing.we'll be going to malaysia together. i dunno if i should go. but i guess i'm left with no choice-i'll have to go. it's after my o levels. hai, i dun have any excuses to say.i jus hope that my class outing, or the camps or what ever activities wouldn't fall on those days( 17 to 20 dec)hai. or else i'll be dam devasted. really.i'm not lying!!
i suddenly have the urge to tell some people that i love them- my mummy, daddy.most importantly my grown up brother who is at taiwan serving his re-service. and my beloved aunties=) hahah=) i love you all. i find it so difficult to tell them face to face that i love them. hai.i dunnno what's wrong with me today.i'm so emotional today-i miss my aunties and i even want to tell them how much i love them.it is like as though i'm leaving or something. lols=) i'm talkning nonsense again.
i love you lots=)
