yay, IM GAY! haha.
today was a super hectic day for me. i had bio SPA, chinese compo test followed by geography test. all these test caused me to suffer from an ultimate brain-drained.furthermore, i still have to go for tuition at night. hump. im dying to get out of this jc system as soon as possible. so im really looking forward to the end of next year=)haha. yay! next year i'll be taking my A levels and i'll be out of the crazy system! *clap clap*
my parents are giving me lots of pressure already, becuase i did not do well for my mid year. so now, they're putting a lot of emphasis on my studies. so i have to be at least the top 40 % in the cohort for every subject! this is crazy. but i still have to try my best to achieve that=( otherwise they'll ban me from church! oh no. *sobs* but it's alright, i'll work hard and i'll leave the results to God=) jc is completely different from secondary school. hump. nevertheless, we still have to go through this phase of our lives.
now im TRYING to follow whatever that i've learnt in church and hence apply it to life itself. well, at least im beginning to feel less stressful =) clap clap=)
okays, i stil have another 3 more test this week and another 3-4 more test and SPA next week. and very soon it'll be promos! yay! then after promos i can relax a little=)haha. i cant wait for promos to come to an end.
As time goes by, im beginning to feel more and more certain of the decision which i've made in the past. it's not that i want to rank up whatever that's in the past. but its that it just crossed my mind just now when an embarrassing incident took place. LOL. i shant mention what's the mebarrassing thing which happen. but im really thankful that i've made that right decision.
well, certainly, after the release of my O levels results, my parents have higher expectations of me already. and that's not a good sign. this just means that i need to work harder to meet their expectations. jia you! you can do it liling! you have to first proclaim=)
okays, i think that's all for today, im to go charge my battery already( my battery is running low) i feel as though im going to fall asleep while typing.LOL.yea man! 3 more test for the week=).haha
loves=)
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