i've got so much things to blog about, yet i have very limited time=(
last friday, 31 august, it was the teachers' day celebration. after the celebration in ny, mitch and i took a cab over to ftp to watch the celebration! our juniors did a wonderful job! im so proud of all of YOU! EVERY single one of you=) and i met quite a number of my school mates, well, that doesnt exclude him. i was really afraid and i didnt know how to react when i saw him. i was telling mitch how afraid i am on the night before the celebration. and i just had to face him. and in the end i did! wao, im so proud of myself.
For the past few months, on one can ever ever see me appearing at yck mrt after 7 am in the morning=) and i'll try my best to avoid places like tp after 12 pm. well, i still go to tp for morning swim with my bro, but i'll just leave very quickly after the swim. i still do not have the courage to face the problem. and yupps, now im like having phobia towards r/s. but im still straight=) no worries=) haha. i guess, it has already been made clear to me that i have to keep my eyes on God, my studies, my family and friends. i do not have time to spare for an additional person in my life. that's a definite NO NO. seriously, i think that im really immature to have bgr at this point in time.cause im only 15=) hee. LOL. okays, that's not the point, but im still too young to face the reality of r/s. and the time is definitely not right for me, cause ' singleness is a gift from God'. i've never appreciated this verse when i was in a r/s. only until ths year, after 22 april, i've finally understood the true meaning of that verse. well, some people may think that this is crap. but that was what i thought in the past, but my perception has changed as the time goes by=)
my parents have been pressurizing me everyday to do well in my studies; to be the top 40 % for every single subject. otherwise they'll forbid me from going to church. that's the worst thing that can ever happen to me. well, im sure they're doing all these for my own good...
next week is the sept hoildays! and im going to mug=) im going to study hard and do whatever that i can and i'll leave the results to God=) cause i've just realized that im too weak to do anything without him. haha.
okays, im going to sleep already. as i've not been feeling well these few days. so im going to lala land=) love you lots ppl=) haha.
nights=)
